im in a real foul mood this morning
and i dont even care who reads this, seriously speaking.

my mood is totally spoilt when i come in to work-
before we've even started our shift and we have someone complaining
"IM SO TIRED"
its like so discouraging
esp since ive been having sleepless nights myself.

then, i swear
IM DOING EVERYTHING.
i feel like i cant even waste time on taking a break cos then we'd totally be behind on stuff we gotta do.

and she says she's stressed?
ABOUT WHAT?
fuck la.

everything is just so bloody shiiiitty
i dont know whether to kill myself
or kill her.

i just want to lie face up in a pool
listen to the sound of silence
and my breathing
dream about the clouds
and then eat icecream.

give me my off day.

work's a bitch.


1st april-
You might be accused of being too emotional today, but you shouldn't take it too personally. What's wrong with being able to get in touch with your feelings? This level of compassion is nothing to be ashamed of -- in fact, it's one of the strongest assets you have. People who criticize your soft-heartedness are just jealous and wish that they were as sympathetic as you are. Your emotions have led you down some twisting paths, but they always send you in the right direction.

hah. what irony

anyway
most importantly,

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY DANIAL.
:)
youre the greatest, bestest april fool.
hehe
just kidding.
xoxo.

no mood for anything.
i just want

CHURROS.
=(

i cant sleep.
my mind is racing.
i feel like painting stuff on myself.

hahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

BYE.

i dont know if this is a bad thing or a good thing but
nowadays at work i find myself rushing through night shift stuff immediately when i start my shift
so that i can be free to do nothing but day dream once 230am comes along.
i refuse to even go for my breaks.

okay, silly?
no what!
hardworking.
haha.

and i swear im not addicted to facebook
im just addicted to chit chats
be it nonsense or serious talks.

and i cant wait for saturdaaaaaaay
the week is draggin on.
but hey! its already thursday
and HEY im going home in 5.5 hrs.
and HEY......ok im done hey-ing.

bye
(:

Melissa likes late night (or early morning) down-to-earth, straightforward, heart-to-hearts.+

Hello darkness, my old friend,
Ive come to talk with you again,
Because a vision softly creeping,
Left its seeds while I was sleeping,
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains
Within the sound of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone
Narrow streets of cobblestone,
neath the halo of a street lamp,
I turned my collar to the cold and damp
When my eyes were stabbed by the flash of
A neon light
That split the night
And touched the sound of silence.

And in the naked light I saw
Ten thousand people, maybe more.
People talking without speaking,
People hearing without listening,
People writing songs that voices never share
And no one deared
Disturb the sound of silence.

Fools said i,you do not know
Silence like a cancer grows.
Hear my words that I might teach you,
Take my arms that I might reach you.
But my words like silent raindrops fell,
And echoed
In the wells of silence

And the people bowed and prayed
To the neon God they made.
And the sign flashed out its warning,
In the words that it was forming.
And the signs said, the words of the prophets
Are written on the subway walls
And tenement halls.
And whisperd in the sounds of silence

note to self, youtube this song
and groove to it at home.

its 6.40am.
1hr20mins till GO HOME TIME.
i want to sleep

im on night shift with corinne
today we read about...
HUMAN EXPERIMENTS!

Prisoners were subjected to other experiments such as:

being hung upside down to see how long it would take for them to choke to death.[12]
having air injected into their arteries to determine the time until the onset of embolism.[12]
having horse urine injected into their kidneys.[12]
being deprived of food and water to determine the length of time until death.
being placed into high-pressure chambers until death.
being exposed to extreme temperatures and developed frostbite to determine how long humans could survive with such an affliction, and to determine the effects of rotting and gangrene on human flesh.[12]
having experiments performed upon prisoners to determine the relationship between temperature, burns, and human survival.
being placed into centrifuges and spun until dead.
having animal blood injected and the effects studied.
being exposed to lethal doses of x-ray radiation.
having various chemical weapons tested on prisoners inside gas chambers.
being injected with sea water to determine if it could be a substitute for saline.


YUCK
sick people.
sick sick sick

i miss yellow lines in my roads
some color on monochrome
maybe i’ll paint them in myself
maybe i’ll paint them in myself

these sidewalks liquid then stone
building walls and an old pay phone
it rings like all through the daylight
it rings like all through the daylight

and in the daylight we can hitchhike to maine
i hope that someday i’ll see without these frames
and in the daylight i don’t pick up my phone
cause in the daylight anywhere feels like home

im hooked on matt & kim at the moment.

bought 2 new pairs of shoes yesterday.
repainted my toenails in celebration of it.
haha.

back to night shift tmrw night
surprise surprise.
haha.
BYE

Today's Horoscope-

It's not selfish to want to be by yourself -- it's actually quite healthy! So if being a social butterfly is simply not high on your priority list right now, don't be ashamed of it. Rent one of your favorite movies and get comfy on the couch tonight. Order in some food and just relax. Social-hound friends may not understand this inward phase you're going through, but they will accept it -- they'll have to! You need to be honest with your needs. People appreciate it.

yeah dude. i just got to work
and i want to go home.

i attempted to sleep at 10+ yesterday
and i pretty much managed to.

soOoOooo Happy.

cycle 12 favourites;

so the reception team has dwindled.
down to 6.
our roster is looking more and more puny.

i guess we're hiring?
not sure if one or two.
three would be awesome though.
haha.

pinky and i were going on and on about how they shouldve hired more people
AGES ago- while we were having breakfast at ya kun after night shift.

yea, night shift.

"but didnt you just finish night shift on thursday night?"
yeah, you got that right.
i did.
oh well.

I bought new shoes though!
so i dont have to walk around on my toes any longer, thats some good news.

i do need a good massage
and some foot reflexology
and retail therapy (heh) though
ideas for birthday presents, people!
hoteliers always need massages.
though at the top of my list is a holiday

everyone seems to be planning a trip 'cept me.

it's my turn.


well, off to work!

so sarah woke me up for this

Rachael Yamagata
back in Singapore
Date: Wednesday, 15 April 2009
Tickets: S$68 - S$118

thanks sarah
haha.

i am also excited about CATS the musical
in SINGAPORE
omg.
exciting.

but mostly, the importance of being ernest.
grwarr
so much to see.


so, one of my friends left to go back to philippines today
i was okay
till i realised he wasnt even gonna come by and say bye to anyone
oh damn
its gonna be much quieter around here.
he'll be missed.

i hate goodbyes.
good friends are always a bit harder to come by...

Quickie
If you don't want to climb out of your shell, that's really okay! Don't feel guilty.
Overview
It's extremely difficult to figure out to whom you should be listening right now -- and you do have to make a choice! Go with your gut or just pick randomly, but get ready to backpedal later!

yeah tell me now.

i rejected capella.

tell me im stupid

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs