Woke up and wished that I was dead,
with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed.
I thought of you and where you'd gone,
and let the world spin madly on.
Everything that I said I'd do, like make the world brand new,
and take the time for you.
I just got lost and slept right through the dawn,
and the world spins madly on.
I let the day go by. I always say goodbye.
I watch the stars from my window sill.
The whole world is moving and I'm standing still.
Woke up and wished that I was dead,
with an aching in my head, I lay motionless in bed.
The night is here and the day is gone,
and the world spins madly on.
I thought of you and where you'd gone, and the world spins madly on.


nice song
:)
i had a good day today
even spa wasnt so bad
yippee
<3

today wasnt too bad
though the weather was really weird.
first it was SCORCHING
then it rained.
like, what the hell?
anyways , babe picked me up after school and we headed to my house so i could have a shower and change.
then we headed to city hall

i bought napoleon dynamite from hmv
oh and we saw the new new york restaurant too
it looks pretty cool except the managers are cheena apeks. lol.

so we hung out for awhile, then i took 518 home and my boy went home
and currently he's in JB.
:(
and i miss him.
gee, its been only a couple of hours!
*POUTS

i cant wait for sunday.

BYEBYE

im in the lab right now
killing time
still gotta do stupid culi test later.

sighhh.

anyways
i hear death cab playing on someone's com
i feel like sleeping
*YAWNS
my stupid 9 dollar shoes have tortured my foot!
:(
it bled yesterday and there's blood at the heel of my foot.
ew.

i still want dr martens :)

i used to have this one when i was a lil kiddie.

this one is cuuute. haha. but are they like a lil too boyish or smth?



i dont care. i still like! :)
so cute.

lalala
ok enough shoes

i think this entry's gonna be messed up with these random pictures
but whatever ok

i feel so full after subway
but! yummy yummy.


ps. CUISHAN IS SO WEIRD. SHE WANTS TO HAVE AN ORGY WITH ME AND REGINA


ok bye

HAHAHA
jay lim (sg idol) once found romance in a COFFEE SHOP.
how glam

ok sg idol is just comedy hour


anyways
my day was a bit tough today
somedays you just wanna sit and home and cuddle up with a pillow.

goodnight.

1stly, rae were you watching life as we know it ?
cos i swear i had that "one thing" song stuck in my head.

anyways, i love that show. pretty interesting

k so anyway, most of the projects are done
time to start studying
mhmm, STUDY TIMEE.
and i wonder why i sound so excited.
i hope my macro project isnt too crappy otherwise my GREAT macro midsem test marks will go to waste.

had a funny day out with sarah
we toured tampines
:)
i always love my sarah-time
<3


and i miss my boy.
but i just saw him yesterday.
and the day before..
and the day before...
and the day before...
mel oh mel.

BYEBYE.

ps. i really want a pair of Dr Martens. i miss my old pair. :(

ok well my previous post was admittedly a little too bitchy
but well, im not taking anything back.

my weekend was rather good yet a bit tiring.
spent the 3 days with the boy.
and 2 days outta the 3 with rae as well.
it was good to get some gossiping, laughs,pictures, kisses (and a ton of balloons) in .
hehe

pictures at rae's blog.
:)

so anyways, the new ikea is opening in 130 days!
whoo
haha
ok whatever.
work was rather painful on the hands but overall was easy money
yippee.
210buckeroos for doing nothing much.

who doesnt love ikea?

forever young, i wanna be forever young.

i hate aisyah

*screams

i hate how she so "matter of fact-ly" says things
like as if im supposed to be able to read her mind
gee bitch, i can only read my boyfriend's mind. and my bestfriend's sometimes too.
haha

im just so annoyed
maybe its the stress of the projects
dont forget, ive got an additional one- macroecons.
make that an addictional 2 - we've got COUNTRY analysis too
and well, what other country would CHINASTUDENTS choose than china?
hmm surprise surprise

back to the topic,
you know we're not close.
i know we're not close
sarah knows we're not close.
dont pretend you know whats going on in our lives cos its a damn bloody joke.
please okay, UGHHH.

"im going cos anabelle..." *pauses* "oh, i mean..anabelle francis asked me to go"
oh okay
yipppppee for you.

"you mean you've never heard of jacks manequinn?"
*screams
ok i bet no one knows what im talking about excpt sarah

i just get so annoyed
when a smart person like her goes all bimbo-to-the-max on me.
there's no fucking point.
its disgusting.

*STOMPS ON ALL OF YOUR PICTURES*

you arent my friend. im not the only one that doesnt like you.
deal with it

somehow im still rather bugged that i lost my best guy friend.
but well, im not bugged that aisyah and i arent close anymore
the only thing that bugs me is that i have to pretend that everything's alright.

im still in love with secondhand serenade.


k ya
hi.
im in school right now
killing a little bit of time before i go meet my favourite-est boy
hopefully we'll be watching pirates today
:)

macro was a waste of time
i was 20 mins late and i took a 15 min break (walked outta class and hung out in the lab)
haha
and then stoned and doodled when i got back into class
i swear i dont even know why i came to sch

GRR.

okbyebye
time to go
dont want my handphoneless boyfriend to wait
hehe
<3

Well excuse me while I get killed softly,
Heart slows down and I can hardly tell you
I'm okay At least 'til yesterday,
You know you got me off my highest guard,
Believe me when I say it's hard.
We'll get through this tonight
And I know one day you and I will be free
To live and die by our own rules,
Free.. Despite the fact that men are fools.

I'm almost alive, and I need you to try
..and save me.

i know everything will be okay.

im gonna pour my heart out today
dont laugh at me.

baby,
i didnt not msg you on purpose.
i was running late this morning and anyway, sometimes i do wait till im on the bus/mrt to text you
since ure asleep at that time anyway
i was waaay in a rush and im sorry i replied you so late.

secondly, i told you that my project meeting was ending soon and that id be accompanying sarah to town
and i asked u to get ready and i said ill meet you in town
hows this my fault?
you didnt even get ready.
and then i called you and begged you to come meet me
and you didnt want to

and then you said i had to be home by 6 or thats the end for us?
WHAT?
what about the time i asked u to be home by at least 12
and what about the time i asked you not to go home so late and you reached home at 430am
huh?
what about that?

ya, sure everything is melissa's fault.
im sorry i couldnt talk on the phone.
im upset
its ironic how you say that im unfair.
so ironic.


and yet im just supposed to be sorry.
ya, sorry for expecting you to go out with me after i "spoilt your whole day since 930 in the morning"
ya i spoilt your day by being late for school and for not messaging you the moment i woke up.

SORRY OKAAY?
everyone reading my blog, you saw that? im apologizing to my boyfriend for being a shithead today.
now ill just bug off and drown myself with secondhand serenade's album.
bye.




i was born to tell you i love you
isnt that a song already
i get a "b" in originality
and its true i cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clear
if you could only see in the mirror, what i see.

My bounty is as boundless as the sea,
My love as deep;
the more I give to thee,
The more I have, for both are infinite.

you know, im in love.

babe came over today to keep me company

<33

he's a vainpot.

anyways, we hung around, i cooked!

pasta. and some potato thing.

anyways, woke up to a text message from sarah that proved madam aisyah's weirdness.

well, i dont really wanna say anything anymore.

or maybe i will. just not now.

culi has actually paid off cos, i didnt poison him! yippee.

haha. anyways, he left at around 10. everyone only came home at around 11.30.

sigh. nobody knows how to stay home anymore. lol

k whatever.

im super tired but im still waiting for my mister's night rider to take him safely home.

<3

ya so my home computer screen's conking
its totally going bonkers i have no idea why
one day itll work
the next, it's spoilt again
today's a good day- for now i suppose.

my laptop, cant even connect
i have no idea why
gr
god doesnt want me online i suppose
*shrug

anyways
today cui shan 's weirdness reached new levels
and accounts SUCKED.
and i travelled like a mad crazy chicken (why chicken? i have no idea)
school, cck, school, cck, esplanade

baybeats=crowds and crowds of malays teens.
superrrr crowded.
my explaination? chinese kids listen to techno and jpop.
heh. its true.

so anyways, im home now and im looking forward to a weekend of chilling
im getting sick
painful throat
god, just let me get better
i promise not to go to the polyclinic again
...at least.. not anytime soon
...not THAT soon. OKAY?

bye.
<3

my day with the boy was great (multiplied by 1 million)
i swear he's the cutest thing
gr
haha

babe, sorry i made you say hi to my crazy family
hehe

Look at this madness. he was beautifying himself.
hehe
<3

okay
im in a "bitchy" mood, yet i dont want to be such a bitch
im home with "menstrual cramps" today.
and so's sarah.
so unfortunately we cant make it for our accounts test.
what a pity

kwhatev.

my babe's on his way over.
yippee.
feel like i just need to chill with a margarita, some jazz music and get a massage
the funny thing is, i havent had a margarita before, i dont really fancy jazz and i hate it when strangers touch my body.

OK melissa is talking nonsense.

my throat hurts.
maybe it's god's way of saying, "dont pretend to be sick!"

who's pretending?
=x

i met my baby at cck today
and somehow we ended up at ikea
:)
walked around then headed to towntown
down to the skate park
surrounded by sweaty shirtless boys.
except, my boy wasnt shirtless. (damn)
hahah
=x

ANYWAY, after that we went back home by train
i was a lil crazy
but i know he doesnt mind. thankfully.

so anyways, it shall be me, sarah and syai on friday, saturday and sunday at ikea
earning money money money
yay

okbye.
<3

ok
as requested by my bestfriend, im trying blogger out.
i still miss dx though
but we both need to bitch
i know that for sure
:)


<3

i should wake up my hibernating sleepyhead cos madam here wants to go out.

test.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs