seasons of love

so i can score
Saturday, March 31, 2007 @12:45 AM

And so, everybody's going to war

But we don't know what we're fighting for

Don't tell me it's a worthy cause

No cause could be so worthy

If love is a drug,

I guess we're all soberIf hope is a song,

I guess it's all over

How to have faith, when faith is a crime?

I don't want to die

I'f God's on our side, then God is a joker

Asleep on the job, his children fall over

Running out through the door and straight to the sky

I don't want to die

i feel sick

yet, not.

this is weird.

bali from 8th-13th

i need a holiday

holiday from real.

definitely.

one foot in a fairy tale and the other in the abyss

somewhere
Sunday, March 25, 2007 @8:17 PM

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine

I've been searching but I just don't see the signs

I know that it's out there

There's got to be something for my soul somewhere

I've been looking for someone to shed some light

Not just somebody just to get me throught the night

I could use some direction And I'm open to your suggestions
All I want to do is find a way back into love

I can't make it through without a way back into love

And if I open my heart again I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end

There are moments when I don't know if it's real

Or if anybody feels the way

I feel I need inspiration  

Not just another negotiation

good day.

good bye.

good night.

so divine
Saturday, March 24, 2007 @10:25 PM

11 minutes- paul coelho

good book

work was good today

was stuck with the "terrible two"

haha

saddiq & shahari the twins

the men who will never grow up

pity their wives.

HA.

anyway,

yeah

11-7 tmrw

please god, dont let me get stuck with PABX

dont quite like it

but just in case, entertainment ill bring

yes indeed

BEINSYBEINS, ill be missing you

loveee!

so divine

is this happening

cant i just graze your skin

birdlike
Wednesday, March 21, 2007 @9:55 PM

& i miss you already.

this is tough.

anyway, work was okay

wore my new shoes

wasnt too bad

lost my appetite for the day

felt like puking all day long

im not well at all.

someone just shoot me and put me out of my misery

kthanks

wreck of the day
Tuesday, March 20, 2007 @10:37 PM

I am the master of my fate.

I am the captain of my soul

This is my haven.

i come home and lie down on my floor

YES, my floor

because the marble is so coool on my back

and it feels so good

and my feet feel the carpet

and i feel rested

and settled

and perfect

then i look at my table

and i see my accounts notes staring at me

i dont feel settled anymore.

goodnight.

morning shift again tmrw

but it wont be so bad

it really wont.

@12:12 AM

CUTE

okay so work was pretty okay
hectic
but i had sarah with me
and we attempted to study accounting after

today i put the skills i learnt during service, at TAS- to the test
i had to carry a tray full of wine glasses thru a HUGE crowd
lord, it was damn scary
DAMN SCARY
but i did it
and im so proud

and work starts at 7 tmrw
SO GOODNIGHT!

make sure
Monday, March 19, 2007 @7:13 PM

happy birthday

cos i can hear the memory in my ears
Saturday, March 17, 2007 @10:00 PM

cross my heart, hope to die

i swear i won't say what happened that night

so starting today things are gonna be all right

your best you tried, and yeah you did fine

no better than fine, perfect in my mind

in fact, i wish your heart was mine

and i can hear the memory in my ears

back to the years and all those tears

but hear me when i say im glad that we steered that way

'cause now we're here

come to my window
Friday, March 16, 2007 @11:12 PM

i think too much.
anyway, doubt im going for rachel yamagata.
it's tomorrowwwwww
*Whines
she's so gorge.

ANYWAY, off day today-
here's the photos
had lecture with sarah, then lunch with her at pizza hut then i had a hotdate.
ha.

stupid boy
Wednesday, March 14, 2007 @9:27 PM

well, work zoomed by today
i was partially on lalala/dream land.
maybe that's why

it was one of the better work days
but i predict that tmrw's gonna suck
=(

babe was SUPER sweet today
since ive been complaining of my knees that (i think) are about to fail on me,
he bought some anlene yoghurt drink for me
it has 0% fat and TONS of calcium
how thoughtful.

ha.

TATA.

smiles in all the right places
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 @10:01 PM

today work was gd.
though, my feet (weirdly) hurt really really bad
=(
aw

but anyway, work went by pretty fast
then i met babes for gelare at suntec
the city link one had a QUEUE.
gees. at like 845 in the evening people are still queuing for waffles.
what can we do?
it's gd.

haha

work tmrw. 7-3
*whines
but never mind
MONEY.
=)

ok bye

oh! i want to watch rachel yamagata this saturday !!!

crazy
Sunday, March 11, 2007 @11:38 PM

i ate too much
more photos tmrw

im not in the mood

goodnight

much love.
Saturday, March 10, 2007 @11:13 PM

work went by rather fast today actually

all 8 hours of it

felt pretty good

and i was with sarah

shared a buncha laughs

much love, much love.

peace out.

@12:02 AM

I GOT MY SHOOS.

or sandals

or whatever they are

i think theyre gorgeous.
dont know why.

ANYWAY,
watched music and lyrics today
hugh grant..heyyyy~!
hot stuff, srsly.
haha
yeah, well i dont like OLD guys or something
he just , is really hot.

enough about that.
had PIZZA today as well.
forgot the name of it
but here's a picture.

i have two things to say..
YUM-MY.
ha.

okay, work tmrw's been changed to 12-8 instead of 8-3pm
im not complaining.
though, i WAS looking forward to doing morning
never mind
at least i get to work with
SAH-RAH.
=)

okay im done talking. i want to paint my wall.
will upload photos when im done
ta!

leave me
Friday, March 09, 2007 @1:15 PM

Life... is like a box of chocolates -
a cheap, thoughtless, perfunctory gift that no one ever asks for,
unreturnable because all you get back is another box of chocolates.
So, you're stuck with mostly undefinable whipped mint crap,
mindlessly wolfed down when there's nothing else to eat
while you're watching the game.

Sure, once is a while you get a peanut butter cup or an English toffee
but it's gone too fast and the taste is fleeting.
In the end, you are left with nothing but broken bits
filled with hardened jelly and teeth-shattering nuts,
which, if you are desperate enough to eat,
leaves nothing but an empty box
of useless brown paper.

this aint a scene
Thursday, March 08, 2007 @9:16 PM

i want this!

please please?

or this.
if i realize that the straps arent too much of a hassle

ARENT THEY GORGEOUS?
omg i want it tmrw.

iwantiwantiwantiwant

OH AND I WANT TO WATCH MUSIC AND LYRICS

okay im crazy today

work was okay!
the best out of the 4 days
i was in a peculiar mood
maybe cos i started my day with LOWFAT CHOCOLATE MILK
(to help my failing knees- you know..calcium..ya)

hahah
NONSENSE

okbyebye

p.s. SARAH SIM! i cant wait for saturday hehe =)

worn me down
Wednesday, March 07, 2007 @9:10 PM

i had work this morning at 8
had to wake up at 6.30am
with achey toes and failing hips.

i swear, im really getting old.
or i just need some calcium before my knees and hips give up on me
my toes had a tingly feeling all day at work
theyre practically numb

i couldnt sleep last night at all
i guess my mind just wouldnt cooperate
that sucks.

anyway, hopefully tonight im tired enough to get enough rest
another 8-3pm day
then finally, my WELL DESERVED off day
haha
definitely well deserved
my toes would agree

syai met me after work
he so sweetly offered a foot massage
which other guy would do that right in the middle of nowhere
then we headed down to town
hung around
just for awhile
then headed home

i knocked out in the bus.
im just dead tired and grumpy.
ugh

i really need to talk to you, sarah.

Would you please meet me by the water, baby?
We'll have a really good time
Would you please meet me by the water, baby?
'Cause I can't get you off of my mind

youre too good to be
Tuesday, March 06, 2007 @11:07 PM

well, work's been pretty good.
tiring,
its 11pm - i just got home and i gotta be back there at 8am
the only perk is being able to go out after that.

also, my shoes arent treating me that well
and im feeling rather old what with the ache-y joints and stuff
everyone tells me, do stretches!
haha

well, miss 91 year old mel-
its time to start listening

goodnight.

@12:14 AM

re-first day of work today
wasnt as bad as expected
everyone's like "eh! youre back!"
haha

mr ware was like
"the whole gang's back!"
and i was like "YEAHHH (feigning enthusiasm) did you miss us?"
and his reply? "NO"
then he walked away

hmm yeah

and i just typed that there incase i have no time to talk to my bestfriend
we've been seperated by the cruel shifts.
when she's 8am-3pm
im 3pm-10pm
when im 8am-3pm
she's 3pm-10pm

mar-ve-llous.

anyway here's my week (more or less)

THANKYOUBABY (:

caramel latte & turkey and cranberry sandwich

@Pacific Coffee

The amazing lettuce sandwich-

(cheese steak in disguise)

meow.

gee, its the 6th of march already

pretty fast eh

pay's out on the 15th-

im getting $156

yeah, ive calculated

because my earphones just CONKED on me and i want a new emily shirt

so yeah

p.s no more extensions for me cos i dont wanna go bald.

okay bye

you've washed your hands clean of this
Sunday, March 04, 2007 @1:56 AM

what do i want?
what do any of us want?

its so easy to say
"i want money"
or
"i want happiness"

but what in the world does happiness consist of?
how does one "GET HAPPINESS"

family?
okay, so ive got a family- now what?
what do i do with them?

its really so easy to say that money cant buy you happiness
and that happiness comes from love etc etc
but how?
i really do wonder.

so how am i going to make my life fulfiling?
i want to know what i want.
how do i find out what i TRULY want?

i know i want to dance
i know i want to eventually get married and have children-
i love children.
i know i want to travel

okay, what do i love? (WHAT, not who)
drawing
dancing (i think? i mean, i havent tried it yet, what do i know, right?)
spending time with my mum & gossipping (:
reading
cats
singing in secret
spending time with my friends
spending time with my boyfriend
spending time with my family

okay
im gonna do some soul searching
im going to do something i love in the near future

life's too short.

it must've been love
Saturday, March 03, 2007 @9:16 PM

life is too short.

much love to you, shane.

we're all here for you.

@12:47 AM

out with the old and in with the new
i got a new table from IKEA today
wasnt the one i had wanted initially, but never mind

babe helped to put it together
THANKYOUU
=)

TADAH

okbye