welcome , 2007
ive been waiting for you

today my family had lunch at vil'age - heeren
with auntie connie, uncle lewis , mark & ian
dumb how they just changed marche into vil'age.
its like, THE SAME

anyway, lunch was good
afterwards, i went to meet syaiii.
we watched "motives"
it was......interesting..
haha
=)

yup, and then we had the PATHETIC "ULTIMATE CHICKEN MEAL"
at kfc.
what a lame thing.
it's so TINY
and really pathetic.
and the chicken tastes repulsively weird.

yup, thats about it
TA!

http://www.rawiwarin.com/picture_rooms.html


SEE THAT
i want to go there
it's in thailand.
so gorgeous.



im in love hell.
who wants to join me?
ive never been more confused and hurt and frustrated
GAH.

=(
boyfriend, i really miss you though.


Don't hang up on me 'cause
I'm hung up on you
Don't tell me how to feel like you always do
I know you're right
I don't wanna fight
Is this how our story ends or a new chapter begins?

Today's pictures & proof that i get along better with kids than people my age-

well, christmas has been pretty good.
tmrw's gonna be fun too.
and the day after that
=)

i got my casio camera EXZ60
& my emily sweater
WHOOOooOooo

hehe


okay i miss my boyfriend though
=(
i havent seen him since satuuurday

PICTURES PICTURES PICTURES
in random order
=)

AH HELLO!

OKAYDONE!

happy 15th month to me and mr syai.
<3

well spent, i must say. well spent.

welll
THE SUN WAS OUT TODAY

amaziiiing.
and i stayed home.
how stuuupid.


okay anyway,
ive got nothing to blog.
christmas is in 5 days
holy cow!


BYE.
=)

well, its safe to say that my TODAY was better than my YESTERDAY
sorry you all for those totally "emo entries"
couldnt help it.
anyways, dont you wish it was snowing?
srsly, we'd have snow up to our ears
instead of all this rain

well, today i got new clothes, yay!
and then boyfriend came over to hang out
it was too much of a rainy cold day to go out
it was cool just chilling cosily at home
uhhuh.

well, christmas is on monday.
less than a week

OH, joy.
im not excited
gah.


im upset that ozzy didnt win
yeah, i still watch survivor
who fcking cares.

all you've got is all you're gonna get.

oh and,
happy birthday angel.

I'm staring at the glass in front of me,
is it half empty of our wins or of all you've given me.
I know I've been selfish,
I know I've been foolish,
but look through that and you will see,
I'll do better, I know, Baby, I can do better.
If you leave me tonight,
I'll wake up alone, don't tell me
I will make it on my own,
don't leave me tonight,
this heart of stone will sing till it dies if you leave me tonight.


LALALALALAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

i know things will be okay
but, WHEN?


HAHAHHAHA BULLLLLLSHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIT.

its 4am im waking up to your perfume
dont get up ill get through on my own
i dont know if im home or if ive lost my way into your room
im spiralling into my doom
im feeling half alive but i know
one day you and i will be free
to live and die by our own rules
free
despite the fact that men are fools
im almost alive and i need you to try
and save me
it's ok that we're dying
but i need to survive tonight tonight
well excuse me while i get killed softly
heart slows down and i can hardly tell you im okay
at least till yesterday

i was trying to disappear
but you got me wrapped around you
i can hardly breathe withot you
i was trying to disappear but i got lost in your eyes now
you brought me down to size, now.

its okay that we're dying
but i need to survive tonight, tonight

you really hurt me.

TODAY WAS GREAT
though it started bad

Will update tmrw
=)

You’re beautiful
Just the way you are
And I love it all
Every line, and every scar
And I wish that I could make you see
This is where you ought to be,
Come down to me.
Spell it out in a song,
Bet you never catch on to my weakness
I’m singing every word for you.
Here I’m thinking I’m sly
Then you’re catching my eye, and just maybe
You’re thinking what I’m thinking too
When you see it on my face,
Don’t let it shake you
I know better than to try and
Take you with me.


YUP OKAY
HI
today i woke up at 645am!
and i went for breakfast at macs with my mummy
then we walked walked at east coast a bit
then went to the supermarket

and yup
=)
maybe ill be heading to tiong bahru later
or i dont know
see how
lalala


okbye.

it was funny and well done la.
i would totally recommend it.
=)

anyway, we had HOTFUDGESUNDAE on the way back
thank you, macs drive thru. hehe

OH! there's BK drive thru at east coast now!!
cool eh? =)
anyway, we're gonna try the whole SHOPPING thing tmrw again

i hope it turns out better

p.s.

HEY SARAH! LOOK WHICH ONE I GOT!
tiffany got the fork and the pick like the one you got.
haha
oh & i miss you =)

OKAY IM DONE.
byebye

AHHH
today was supposed to be a superb day of shopping and town-ing with b.
BUT, that time of the month
ohforFCKINGgoodnesssakes.
rawr.

and i had the most worstest cramps that decided to ambush me-
just at the moment when i reached town
i had popped 2 abdominal paid pills (YES OMG I SWALLOWED PILLS!)
but they didnt help at all
in fact, i felt like i was about to faint
and i was sweating like a P-I-GGGGG.

yeah
so, headed home in a cab with syai
and he sayang-ed me the whole way home
soooo sweet that one.
=)
made me feel so gd, really.

so, well, we'll try out the whole "SHOPPING" thing again on friday (hopefully)
and see how it goes.
for now, im gonna go lie down.

p.s. sarah, the house is so empty w/o you. haha. oh and you left your part of your pencil box behind with the disney princess stuff. haha. dont worry itll come back to you.lovee. see you friday?

p.p.s. syaifulBAMBAMnazri, i heart you.

And it's been hours now
To be here like this
And just to lay you down
And just to taste your lips
And just to keep me up

God I'm tired of sleeping
And just to lay inside you
And just to know this feeling
I wanna feel for you tonight
But I won't make you
I won't make you

i dont know whether to find it a gd thing
that grownups are just as bitchy as us teenagers
or find it disheartening- really.
i guess the politics and the bitchiness follows you everywhere
*shrugs

im so not in the mood for anything excpt shopping
and its funny how my plans keep changing
whats the point of making plans anymore?
christmas is in 2wks and im not even in the mood
the faster christmas comes, the faster term 2 comes

fuck off, school.
really. fuck off.

i feel so broke!
and i miss tanya & angel, suddenly.
and i miss my boyfriend most of all
although im rather mad at him right now

but hey, I JUST WANT YOU HOME LA.

=\
growl.

i hope tmrw's gd.
tmrw will be good- as long as you're with me.

gdnight.


im not the only one for you - but you're the only one for me

well today was bad but good?
accounts was ..well.. accounts
rawr*

after school, hung with sarah for awhile then went to meet the love
we had PRAAAATAAAA at serangoon
haha
random plans
=)
anyway it was good

lovelovelove.
he's singing over the phone right now
my chemical romance haha

quote of the today - "I THINK SO TOO"
right, baby?

im exactly where you like me, you know


well, ive TRIED to study accounting
but in the back of my mind, i think to myself-
"im destined to fail"
=(
aw.

anyways, was reading the papers about all the people dying in their sleep
6 people in 2 months, was it?
pretty freaky if you think about it
i mean, its not as if they were a bunch of couch potatoes
they were all pretty healthy, and YOUNG
im not ready to die
hear that, god?

ha.

anyway, i hope we sleep soon
paper's at 1pm tmrw
then, service meeting
then freedom at last!
date with the boy
IKEA TAMPINES! (yes again)
i just want hotdogs.

Pizza today! haha.

Thats me& syai. pebbles & bambam. haha.
lovee.

So now you think we're ugly,
like I don't have enough to worry about.
Why do you think I'm ugly?
Which magazine did ya read so you could judge me now?


anyway.
christmas is in 16 days.
that's really fast.
i havent done my christmas shopping!
yikes.

on a less lighter note,
i cant wait to get out of poly
and begin a career
or something.

although, it's been my aim to just work for a few years,
get happily settled and look after kids
but then again, nowadays, nothing is stable or predictable (tony parsons taught me that)
the world- is UNSTABLE
i have no idea what's happening.
i wish i was born in the 60s or something.

anyway, enough about the future.
let's rewind back.
my aircon's been making awful sounds
i have no idea what's happening in that machine.
it sounds like a TRUCK.
not a small truck..
like..a HUGE MONSTER TRUCK!!
seriously, it puzzles me how sarah can blog saying "i slept well"
gee, that girl DOES sleep like a pig.

hey, im not being mean- she said it herself.
=)
haha
so its been over a week since sarah moved into my room
and i swear it looks like a pigsty now
but, hopefully she'll still be here after monday so we can PARTY!!
=)

okay, im done blogging
ta.




heaven was jealous to merely look fair against you.

2 weeks till our 15th months.

well,
fm is over
mice is over
fbops is over
arts is over
..for this yr at least.

feels pretty good.
holidays, sleep, relaxation & fun- here i come
=)

the most tragic thing- ive finished all the tony parsons books
and i still think that the family way is the best one.
though i did cry through man & boy
=\
time to find more books to read.




you wont be sad but you wont be satisfied

pinky christmas tree at cathay.

TOO PINK? yes.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs