i once knew
Thursday, July 31, 2008 @11:24 AM
okay
so, the numbness is wearing off.
dan has been away for a month
and its so not cool.
not at all.
(not that it was in the first place)
know what i miss the most?
those "almost dimples" lines that appear when he smiles a sincere smile.
=)
(excuse the awful picture by the way. it was after midnight shift, before i went to bed! haha)
so anyways, its my offday once again,
and also SARAH'S BIRTHDAY
HAPPY 20TH BIRTHDAY, SARAH! =)
today ive got a mishmashed bunch of plans
i have a feeling they'll all fall through and ill end up bumming
for now, its time to say goodnight.
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i wont let you down
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @9:34 AM
my favourite-st song that plays in the hotel!
=)
thats the best part about work for now.
most definitely.
i miss the joys of waking up at 12 noon, eating at 3pm and bumming away my days.
those were the most heavenly days i could ask for.
now,
heaven is far away.
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i love it when you call
Friday, July 25, 2008 @9:57 AM
the most awesome story!
seriously.it kept me smiling.watch the youtube video.its so worth it. |
work work work
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 @12:43 PM
I dream a lot, I know you say
I've got to get away.
"The world is not yours for the taking"
Is all you ever say.
I know I'm not the best for you,
But promise that you'll stay.
'Cause if I watch you go,
You'll see me wasting, you'll see me wasted awayhello
im at work- once again.
i realized that when you work night shifts, you are at the hotel TWICE a day
srsly.
omgdzzzz.
i was here till 10am
and was here again at 10pm
how fab is that?
all i get is 12 hrs break from the hotel
though its not really that bad cos i dont mind the job
i wouldnt say i ENJOY it
enjoyment and WORK hardly ever mix.
anyways,
im so thirsty
and i feel like i ate a damn whole lot today
though if you think of it,
night shifts mean i only eat one real meal a day
how sad
i totally shoved down all the food my mum cooked for dinner just now.
assam fish
even the thought of it, and the smell makes my mouth water.
i slept from about 12pm to 7pm
which was not bad
i feel energized plus i have 1.5 nights left
=)
then my off day
=)
outing with rae and sarah
=)
IRIR on saturday
=)
afternoon shift on sunday
=(
haha
id rather mornings or nights
but oh well, they love giving me afternoons, what to do?
i think someone's coming to check out.
BYE
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broken all my promises to you
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 @11:15 AM
happy one month after my birthday to me
haha
im at work
on my break.
midnight shift.
yesterday was the first.
it's pretty cool actually.
busybusybusy then laid back for an hour or 2
then busy again
but its exciting.
i gave myself a papercut.
too excited
it HURT.
so anyways, this morning i got back at 9am
and went straight to bed till about 5pm
pretty impressive feat huh?
i havent been sleeping much
so here i am, back at work
and i have chiro later at 830 so i hope i can finish on time
then maybe breakfast with mummy!
=)
so yeah, thats my work life so far.
front desk is exciting, interesting and challenging.
awesome so far.
will update you in a month when i realise;
same shit, different day.
haha
gdnight world.
oh oh oh
ONE MORE THING TO UPDATE!
raelene isnt gonna be MELBOURNE-ing anymore
=)
hehe
okay
but still, sarah, its confirmed
LUNCH- YOU ME RAE
friday
time and place tba.
let me know if you have suggestions.
love you allllllllllll
tata
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hanging in there
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 @10:16 AM
alright day.
not so alright end to my day.
thank you.i hope tmrw'll be better.on a (kinda) lighter note,
know what's funny?
tila tequila dumps bo,
and then chooses kristy
then kristy dumps her.
HAHA.
yeah okay
how mean and cynical am i?
anyway OFF TMRW
pasta date with sarah
then outing with philip
i love friend days
=)
mummy came and visited me at work
she was waiting for daddy's flight to touch down
so i showed her around the hotel
then daddy delivered a KRISPY KREME donut to me
hehe
YUMMYYYY
& fatteninghehe
gdnight.
Keep driving till there's no where left to run
Can't help but think there's something there for us
Keep driving away |
twist in my story
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 @11:14 AM
well, today was cool.
up till 6pm.
from then till about 12mn, it was nonstop chaos.
stupid delayed flights.
i couldnt even stop to think/breath/blink.
haha
okay, it was chaotic, but not THAT bad.
managed to survive. thankfully.
=)
tomorrow is another day.
then comes my off days; thursday and friday!
yay.
work is fun but off days are always awesome.
and excuse me sarah, ive not seen you for almost a month
neither have i heard from you
i wonder, are you still in singapore?
let me know yeah, rahman?
=) heh.
okaybye
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words cut like a knife
Sunday, July 13, 2008 @6:20 AM
new template!
been awhile since i changed it
& i kinda like this new one.
silly me, (oblivious to everything around me, as usual) just realized that secondhand serenade released their new album "
A Twist in My Story"i knew there was the song
"Tested and True" and
"Stay Close Dont Go" and
"Maybe"i dont know why, i just didnt realize they were from their new album.
melissa, melissa.
haha.
oh well, ive updated my ipod with their songs.
depressingly lovely as usual.
you know what's a good cure for a not so good day?
two new pairs of shoes + mexican salsa tuna puff + iced caffe mocha + friend-time.
=)
so, my day turned out okay.
my off days fall on weekdays for this week
so im looking forward to (perhaps) hitting orchard
and (perhaps) it'll be not so crowded.
besides, the sales are ending soon and ive not stepped into orchard road at all.
wow.
impressive ain't it?
parkway is my haunt.
picture of the day:

i know it's an old one.
but it's just more relevant now.
everyone's leaving.
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get closer
Saturday, July 12, 2008 @9:21 AM
PHILIP IS BACK!
=)
my boyfriend is not.
=(
bleh.
hahahaha
anyways, work was half awful.
it's PERIOD DAY TODAY
so it started really badly
i was in pain
i refused to eat
i refused to go home
i just worked
and then i drank a hot cuppa milo
a hot cuppa coffee
had my nurofen
and i was fine.
well, fine-r than before i guess.
ended work 1 hr later than stipulated time
but i guess that's not so bad
wait till i have a float.
lord have mercy on me.
random thought: i miss eating chicken rice with dan.haha.
anyways, tmrw's OFF DAY FOR ME.
so, church? im not so sure
but i actually wanna do some shopping.
i dropped my small bottle of perfume in the locker room today
=(
i cant believe i have 15 more days till pay day
seriously, time is crawling.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
okay bye
p.s i know my entry was damn random.
i dont care.
=)
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i love you.
Sunday, July 06, 2008 @10:01 AM
i wish you were here.
seven months ago. (almost)
i met you
and youve made me feel appreciated, loved & ever so special.
especially on my birthday.
i was so pampered this year.
all thanks to you.
my heart would like to just float to cloud nine.
your smile makes my knees weak
you'll never understand how you make me feel.
i only wish that i can make you feel that way too.
this distance is just temporary.
it's an obstacle we'll overcome together.
in no time baby, ill have you back
and we're gonna be bloody happy together.
my one and only, syed danial.
i love you with all of my heart and soul.
i appreciate you with everything that i have.
im grateful for you.
and i long for you.
see you soon.
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mama's wedding
Friday, July 04, 2008 @9:01 PM
yesterday i went to watch "Mama's wedding" with my dad at waterloo street.it was pretty interesting.an all-eurasian play.which made it pretty relevent.and there were 3 daughters.sounds familiar?hahaeurasians are cool la(i know, biased point of view)heh.today's cupcake-baking day with raeleneit better be good cos i promised so many people cupcakes already.hahsmart girl i am.=)tmrw, my parents are planning on having carls jr by east coast.i just want to try the breakfast!mm french toast sticks and egg and bacon burrito.looks damn goodanyone's tried their breakfast yet?let me knowanyway, the filipino girls at my work place love to play
"always be my baby" in the locker room at workand well, it makes everyone miss their boyfriendsyet they still play it all the timeand well, im in a very bummed out mood todayso here goes.You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby |
@11:03 AM
i miss you =(
a more lighthearted entry will come tmrw.
it's cupcakes day.
gdnight.
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eyes are the size of the moon.
Thursday, July 03, 2008 @5:26 AM
okay this first section is solely for my boyfriend's reading pleasure
because once he hung up just now,
i realized i forgot to tell him...
THAT THE SHOW FLAT IS OPEN!
baby baby baby
i wanna go see it on the weekend
it's launching on saturday
and its called "Livia"
i know it sounds like "Nivea" which makes it funny
but anyways, here's a picture i found on the net.
looks pretty modern right?
okay next section..
people, stop sending me or telling me about animal cruelty and how they kill animals or skin them or what not.
i do realize all that's happening and i definitely think it's cruel
and i hate it & dont support fur-usage AT ALL
but ya, i also dont like seeing animals like that
im a softie
im the typpa person that goes "OMG, POOR HORSE"
and a horse AND a man falls over a cliff in a cowboy movie
(just an example..haha)
so yeah, im not being rude,
i understand the importance of spreading it around
BUT it freaks me out alot.
THANK YOU FOR YOUR KIND UNDERSTANDING.
ok, rambling over
BYEBYE
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MISS YOU LOVE
Wednesday, July 02, 2008 @6:07 AM
so, its been a couple of days since i blogged.
sunday was a chill at home day with the family after shopping
monday, back to work!
AW.
9-6.30 as usual. pretty slow moving
i was attached to the GROs
then tuesday i was behind the reception counter "observing"
in the morning we went for our medicals.
yup, you know what that means- peeing in a cup!
haha.
after that met up with kristen and ashraf for a catch-up session
and that girl bought me a cupcake "deck" with recipes and stuff.
awesome!
today, much to my surprise and excitement, michelle and i had to go for more training
2 days worth!
=)
back to the reception on friday then off again before i start my real shifts.
not that i was working "fake" shifts so far
but its been office hour shifts.
so anyways, my wrist is acting up
and its really annoying me
i always get this weird pain
it'll be there for a few days and then it'll go away
then happen again a few months later.
and the other day i kept massaging it and that area turned PURPLE.
just imagine.
oh oh i have a new phone!
babes followed me to go get it before he left.
and i swear its the most gorgeous-est thing.
=)
for the first time in my life i have SONGS in my phone.
i know i sound so terribly pathetic but im excited okay.
ya i know it looks purple
but its neon pink actually.
anyway whatever i hope this phone doesnt give up on me cos then ill be really sad.
*fingers crossed*
anyway for now, i just gotta say one thing then ill leave you with some pictures.
I MISS YOU DANIAL!
=)
oh one more thing
we've had our ups and downs,
but we've always worked 'em out
Babe, am I ever glad we got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
wishing I was by your side
'cause when I'm not there enough,
nothing feels right
so I'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life
When I'm with you,
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you, whenever your not around
When I kiss you,
I still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you



ya i know i look funny.
but anyway, these are my 2 new friends at CPCA.
jamie and michelle.
=)
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