today was a good good day
ive got a new project group-
tanya, angel, sze min, nicole and clarice
yup. so far so gd
=)

after school, went to meet my silly boyfriend
had a good time altho most of the evening was spent in a BUS.
haha
we headed to bugis to have dinner then headed home in a VERY CROWDED train
yikes.

anyway yes, things are finally looking up.
yipps to that
except, i havent seen you, miss sarah!
and, i missyou
=)

may tmrw be another good day
cos wait till wednesday- service. =haha

BYEBYE

p.s HAPPY HALLOWEEN (in advance)
i think im gonna wear the skull tights tmrw
hehe.

randommmmss~

fatso

=) k bye

i need you here today.
i cant wait to see you.

YOUJUST WANT A BREAKUP AND YOU HAVE NO GUTS TO DO IT YOURSELF
SO YOU PUSH ME AND MAKE ME AS IRRITATED AS POSSIBLE
AND YOU HOPE BY DOING THAT, ILL BREAK UP WITH YOU



UUUUUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I HATE MY LIFE.
i cant even do anything right for you

asldjalksjdlkajsfdlinas;do;sjdgko;a sel;dfhjasdhpfchnwkedacjzdhkjxekjn,fdsdjsdfdessfjh,n hmjjmsxnmdfxm dfn cfc mbmkmjnmg,c.dc,fmnfcmx ,zxmnccmx,z.,smff,x.dmv cx,m!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

by the way
the message was from my sister saying-
"CAN BRING WAX?"

yeah
so take that.
and when u hung up,
what i was saying was
"i hope you take care today. i love you"
im sorry that you didnt even wanna hear that from me.

you said i should do what i think is right?
well, i think i should just stay home and rot for the rest of my life.






i love you
im sorry you dont love me.



HAHAHAHHAHSOMEONESHOOTMEPLS
before i do it myself


go away heartbreak
here comes the sunshine

bangbang my baby shot me down
i should have listened to that voice inside my head and gone home.

but hey on the upside- arts appreciation wasnt too bad
tho we'l have to be doing alot of acting and stuff
but i predict fun
and i kinda like my class
so yay.

i need some rest.
my mum seems so enthu about going shopping with me
and she wanted me and my sister to go with her tmrw morning to get breakfast frm macs
and eat at the beach
haha
how cute

ok sleepy time.

i just dont want to be a problem

im captivated and i only want you-
i just cant help myself.
serioussssly.

service wasnt so bad!
amazingly.
we learnt about the different forks/spoons/knives/glasses/equipment
learnt how to change a table cloth without exposing the table top
and we practiced clearing tables.
nothing eventful to report.
ha.
yes, miss klutz (me) didnt drop a thing.
during break, headed to subway
mmmmmmmmteriyakichicken
=)

service ended at 2+ which was a pleasant surprise
especially since they said we'd probably end at 5.
gdgd.
AND, they said that theyve relaxed the "hair colour" rule.
browns and brown hilights are acceptable now.
whoo.
tho i totally love my black hair

anyways i had a bad night last night and hardly got any sleep
so, im glad sch's at 11am tmrw.
till 4 =)

I HOPE I MEET MY FELLA TMRW.
I MISS HIM MISS HIM MISS HIM cos i havent seen him since monday
=( aw.
hehe.

and, I HOPE MISS SARAH SIM DECIDES TO CALL ME BECAUSE I CALLED HER AND SHE DIDNT ANSWER AND SHE HASNT CALLED BACK.
i just want to tell you about service =(
*POUT.
haha


i like this shirt.
haha. what randomness.

*JUMPS

ok i have to say something
ive watched the welcome to the black parade video by mcr quite a few times
and well, gerard way is growing on me.
i mean, take a look at this..

before- so NOT

after- so HOT

but the hottest is still..

the one on the right, of course. =) HAWT.

ok maybe im just a LITTLE biased. heh. =)

today the family went to...
my grandmother's cousin's house for hari raya lunch
mhm

food was gd. *rubs tummy*
hehe.
after that, came home and chilled.
nothing much to do plus there were no nice holiday specials on tv today.

tmrw's school again
service. yikes.
wish me luuuck.
haha.

imissmyboy=)

anyway, selamat hari raya to everyone who celebrates.

byeeeeeeee

p.s. NEW TEMPLATEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. ha. bye

omg
BABE SURPRISED ME
=)
haha he usually spoils his own surprises
but today he didnt!
omgomg.
he bought me a pair of macbeth shoes
and here they areeee..

lovelovelove them
thanksbabeee!

first day of school!
pretty redundant since most of the subject lectures just consisted of an introduction
we got a fright after seeing shawn tripp's new look- beard & all.
haha.

went to school with sarah- lecture- off to vivo- felt a lil sick- back to school- lecture-
finally we got to hang again. YAY.
hehe.
after school, babe picked me up from harbourfront
we had a good evening =)
riiiiight?

YES WE DID.

ANYWAY, today's the 23rd! lalala
*dances.

had a wonderful day today
=)
headed to boat quay's macdonalds with baby
had breakfast
yumm.
and then walked around city link and suntec then took 36 down to the airport
hung out there
babe played his football game thingy
*rolls eyes*
haha
FOTOSS.

my hun looks sleepy eh?

but see how his eyes light up when he has his book?
haha.

TO-TA-LLY engrossed!

and my new bag!
YAYYAYYAYYAY!!!!!!!!!!!!

today was great and hey, tmrw's the 23rd!
yipps!
oh and school.
but this week's gonna be aiight.
lectures and thats it.
IM SEEING SARAH TMRW ARENT I?

=)

kbye

im headoverheelsinlovewiththatboy.

MYBOY.
MINEMINEMINE
nobody else's.



headache.goodnight

ramalama bang bang

ok, my wishlist's gotta be updated
thanks to my LOVELY (x1million) boyfriend

1. dashboard confessional's new album - dusk & summer
2. ipod nano remastered 4gb - pink
3. emily "making friends" messenger bag
4. emily kilt pin
5. emily punk belt

*smiles
=)
so happy so happy.
& so grateful.

anyways, today headed to vivo with parents + tiffany
lunched, gloria jean-ed, walked around quite a bit as well
and dropped by candy empire to give sarah a heartattack
=)
poor girl.
she was like encouraging us to buy more and more stuff.
hahaa. gee. dangerous.
anyway, was gd seeing her.
less than 3*

it was more crowded then when i went there with babe last wk
cant imagine how itll be like after the official opening.

after that, headed to city hall to meet my cuuuuute boyfriend who was proudly waving his purple school book.
we dined at kenny rogers
then headed home by our usual route


have i mentioned how much of a screw up i am?
i even wonder how i got such a lovely boyfriend.
seriously.
someone.shoot.me.
k.thanks.


X X
_

*BANGBANGDEAD!YAY!!!!*



Could a body close the mind out
Stitch a seam across the eye
If you can be good, you’ll live forever
If you’re bad, you’ll die when you die

Hearing only one true note
On the one and only sound
Unzip my body
Take my heart out
'Cause I need a beat to give this tune

feeling super "puke-y" and "cramp-y" right now.
been home all day
sleeping, lying around and feeling awful.

may tmrw be a better day
school starts soon and the timetable doesnt look too friendly.

is it just me or is the weather rather crappy?
=\

dessseeeeeerrrrrrrtssss

half of the tai-tais that i spent the day with =)

cupCAKE! haha

birthday boy eating his cupCAKE
yumm.

ok thats it.
i know, i gotta learn to take better (and more) pictures.
time for bed!

IloveMYboyfriend,SYAIFUL.
=)

hehehe.

and sarah, im glad you're back

happy 19th birthday, boyfriend!
everything's gonna be alright.


i love you

i screwed today up.
it was good at first.
days with my love are always good-
then i screw up.

ive never been good at surprising people because i cant lie for nuts
and my babe knows me so well
so first of all the surprise is totally ruined
and second of all he doesnt believe the words coming outta my mouth..
NOWWHAT?
=(
no surprise and my babe is like not happy.
GRR.
im such a butthead.

i just want his birthday to be a good one.
is that so much to ask?

im sorry

okay its time for a wishlist as christmas draws near-

1. dashboard confessional's new album - dusk & summer
2. ipod nano remastered 4gb - pink
3. emily "making friends" messenger bag
4. emily kilt pin
5. emily punk belt


ok thats it for now.
i repeat once again- im easy to please!
haha

hello there, world.
yup, babe just tempted me to check out the new limited edition ipod nano
reddd..
woah, sexy.
why do i need email updates from itunes when i have a lovely boyfriend to tell me all abt it?
haha

so,my weekend was filled with smiles
and fish
and eggs
and jason's marketplace
and church
and tvtvtv.
and lots of love

im a happy girl.

too bad hun's starting school tmrw.
and im starting in a week.
the fun's over.
back to work
*whines.

on a brighter note, sarah'll be back soon.
though i really dont know when tho i think its tmrw or tuesday

ok bye.
here's some random picturesss

the silly boy carried that police figurine thingy
down from off that red thing in the back-
just to take a picture with it..

"BYEBYE. rawrr." says the scary red monster

countdown to babe's birthday : 2 days.
countdown to the 23rd: 7 days
countdown to christmas : 2 months 9 days

im almost alive
and i need you to try
and save me
it's okay that we're dying
but i need to survive tonight, tonight.

i had a GREAT day today.
ill blog more about it tmrw.













MYBOYFRIENDROCKSMYWORLD. =)

just got back from the overdrive competition @ esplanade.
it was pretty good though the winners were obvious

& wade robson was hott and spectaculllaaar.

took the train down to city hall with mummy and tiffany
had dinner at marina sq then headed down to watch the show with
family + babes + sarah's new boy.
had a good time.
mhm =)

im sleepy.
im just waiting for mrsyaifulnazri to call me and off to bed i go
=)

night, world!

HELLO

ok here's how my yesterday and today went
yesterday i had a day spent with my hun at vivo city
its huuuge.
and, he was laughing at me cos i was getting excited abt every small thing-
especially gloria jean's.
haha.
so then we had dinner at harbour front centre
then took our usual 81 home.
i love 81 rides with my boyfriendd
<3

today, i met up with sarah
and we headed to townnn
window shopped basically.
it was gd gd gd
and she's going to bangkok tmrwww
aww
im gonna miss you sarah =)
you have fun

tmrw's wade robson!
yay

okbye.

oww.
my shoes gave me blisters today
=(
aw.
babe tried to help to ease the pain by carrying me
but i was afraid that he'd be in pain.
haha.

headed down to town with babe today
yay!
=)
walked around, i got my emily comic (finally!) and babe got his AP mag.
headed to downtown to eat
then home home home.
another day out with my boy tmrw i hope.
wade robson on friday!
whoooo.

okbye.


p.s. i love my boy eventhough he's such a horrible liaaarr. <3

lets get fucked up and die.

to start off, a msg for my boy-

=)
anyways, today i headed out to sentosa with luanne
it was pretty quiet.
the sun was strong, yet not too strong.
and can i boast about my beach mat?
wow, it's superb!
ha.

anyways, we soaked up the sun then got into the water
nice and cooolinnnng and luanne constantly found treasures in the sand
so then we headed to TAS to have showers and get made up
then headed to vivocity for a quick peek before i headed home.

oh, i love the sun
and im still not looking forward to school

thanks, luanne for the company today
=)

sarah, our day is coming soon<3
haha.


p.s im still shocked.

GR.

im kinda worked up/upset right now.
though my evening's been pretty good.



i just cant believe how everything can be one sided
if you want to make judgements, the least you could do is find out about the other side of the story
before insulting me
and spreading bad stuff about me alright.

you can be as angry as you want
i expected it.
as the job of a "boyfriend" you should side your girlfriend.
yes, okay. but the least you could do is find out what's going on on my side
then you want to side your girlfriend, by all means. go ahead.

this is just unjust and unnecessary.
it's bullshit if you want to make me the evil genius as though its been my plan to make everyone on this planet anti-aisyahs or something.
my friends have BRAINS and MINDS of their own to make their own judgement
we may share stories but we dont necessarily hold resentment for the same reasons.

and dont go around saying im being fake.
because in the first place i distanced myself because i was sick of pretending that it was alright.
i was sick of being treated as a know-nothing gundu- head.
i felt small.
constantly being talked down to
i even wish to repeat the time when i wasnt even invited to my own birthday celebration
that's the lowest point.
when everyone else is like "c'mon, its a celebration for you and naomi. how can you not come?"
well, if i had known about it, i wouldve come.
im sorry.
no kidding.

i guess this all wouldnt have happened if she & i werent in the same class.
we would have just drifted slowly and peacefully apart, harmlessly.
but now?
what? ive completely lost 2 friends.
you know what, even that i could live with
but dont you pass shit about me when you dont know anything.

i would never bitch about aisyah to someone who was close to her just to jeopardize her friendships.
im not that evil- incase you thought i was.

and well, if you want to ask her properly about why my work was "shitty or fucked up"
you'd probably find out that on at least 2 occasions, i was given assigned a specific task.
it was written down on paper
she said she'd go home and type it out in order then send it over for me to do the necessary work then id send my work to her to be compiled.
i asked for that typed out version of the information needed, and i got it late.
there was so much time for me to do it but instead, i waited just for that till the night before
no, not 7pm or something.
probably around 10pm.
and then i was told to submit it the next day.
yeah, thanks.
if you dont want shitty or fucked up work, then give me as much time as everyone else had.

you want to bitch about me, go ahead.
but find out facts first.

for my case,
yes i might be a bit harsh.
but i feel very small when i talk to aisyah.
the word would probably be condescending.
she's changed, and well, maybe i have to.
i dont know
but what i say is all in my blog
i dont go spreading shit about her.
i wouldnt do that.
she's been my friend for ages.
i wouldnt have the heart to even think of such a thing- no matter how much hostility there is.

i write it in my blog- because that's what blogs are for- airing your thoughts/opinions, whatever.
and im sorry if you find that a problem- dont read it then.


to all those who read this,
im sorry if we're not friends anymore &
im sorry if we drifted.
lastly, im sorry if our friendship doesnt come back.


sarah,
im sorry we didnt meet much this week, i miss you.

syaiful,
im sorry tonight was not what you wanted it to be.

goodnight

ive finished the 10 episodes of six feet under that luanne passed to me
& i just want more more more. oh what a horrid disease.
ha.

sarah sim, i havent seen you since tuesday & i miss you
hope you're not working too hard

right now, im off to plaza sing for some pizza.
ohyum

bye!

im so proud of my babe.
he got As for his exams
and his gpa is 4.0

holycrap.
just compare my grades.
how insignificant.

ha.
never mind, there's next sem-
ill work harder
=)

oh& so far ive watched 5 episodes of six feet under,
ive watched today's episode of hope& faith
as well as according to jim

i love tv!
and six feet under's gd.
luanne was right
<3

long lazy day at home
watching six feet under.
luanne has convinced me to do so.

im not looking forward to go back to school.
so here's to more long lazy days



<3,
mel

today i had another great day
however, i still stand by my statement on love-
it's complicated.

one minute you're down.
and the next...

you're up again.

oh, the wonders of love.

goodnight.

Whoever doesnt exist anymore, loves fade says:
im not seeing u anymore and talking to you ever..
Whoever doesnt exist anymore, loves fade says:
i;ll go away from you..

here's the waterfall.

and here's the waterfall with the model. ha. =)

the tree that leads to heaven!

the fireworks tree!
(it looks like fireworks to me okay!)

i dont really know what this is.
something about transfering knowledge or smth.
i only took the picture because...

look who it was unveiled by! =)

luanne took awhile to get this photo done.
(cactuses are REALLY poke-y)

this poor tree SANK into the ground.
tadah. you can only see the leaves! ha.

this is the $5 tree! (its on the $5 note)
we had fun with it.

see what i mean?

luanne's turn! =)

AND MY TURN! =)

altogether nowwwww~

after that, we cleaned up and headed to the exit/entrance. whatever.

pretttty gate.

luanne's turn! =)

ew. im fat. look at the gate, people. the gate!

bye bye botanics!

next up, d.i.y popiah!

luanne said mine is ugly. yaya ok hers is the nicest
so ill only show the one she made.

the end.
i had a great day.
thank you, girls.

lookie at the time
why am i still awake?
because
i dont understand love-
or guys for that matter


whats this all about?
good question.
gr.
my heart's in it for real. but what are we doing?


may today be a better day

oh yay
tmrw's tuesday
it's time for poor ol' home bound mel to go out
hehe.
=)

luanne suggested a picnic at the botanic gardens
sounds romantic huh?
ha.
quite excited.
lalala.

today was a day filled with basic nothingness

would someone please tell this boy over here that i miss him a bunch
k thanks.

(i love this picture because somehow he looks so cute- like a 10 yr old boy)
haha.
<3>

HAHA.

shutup mel.
ok this is what happens when i stay in all day.
i swear ive got a ton of energy just waiting to be used up.

oh well, im off for some so you think you can dance followed by antm

what monday blues?

=)

--------------------------------------

edit

wtf. mollie sue instead of jade.
Someone (other than sarah) shoot me.
grr.
so not fair.

i want to get married.

oh what randomness.

Gee-oh-oh-dee-bee-why-ee

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs