okay
i didnt go for deployment today.
why?
my nose piercing- INFECTED or something
it's SO horrible
and swollen
and red
and drip-py
EW.
disgusting.

i have a feeling that i have to close the hole
then repierce
=(
aw.

anyway, since im at home, i intend on starting my ART presentation
studying service
cut my hair
AND maybe go swimming!

okay we'll see about the weather.

for now, check it out.

Singapore flyer

basically its like DAMN HIGH
and its not those normal ferris wheels, it's like "capsules" and like 20 over people can fit into one
kinda freaky but pretty cool.
probably ready by next year.
mhmm
okaybye

The Whole Damn World Is Just As Obsessed
With Whos The Best Dressed And Whos Having Sex,
Whos Got The Money, Who Gets The Honeys,
Whos Kinda Cute And Whos Just A Mess
And You Still Dont Have The Right Look
And You Dont Have The Right Friends
Nothing Changes But The Faces, The Names, And The Trends
High School Never Ends

Check Out The Popular Kids
Youll Never Guess What Jessica Did
How Did Mary Kate Lose All That Weight
And Katie Had A Baby So I Guess Toms Straight
And The Only Thing That Matters
Is Climbing Up That Social Ladder
Still Care About Your Hair And The Car You Drive
Doesnt Matter If Youre Sixteen Or Thirty-five

Reese Witherspoon,
Shes The Prom Queen
Bill Gates,
Captain Of The Chess Team
Jack Black, The Clown
Brad Pitt, The Quarterback
Ive Seen It All Before
I Want My Money Back


coolest song ever.
haha
DEPLOYMENT TMRW= 6.30am nightmare
haha

BYE

just watched eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
was good.
thanks, sarah.
=)

and i have a book to read.
its about time
the last book i touched was kite runner.

ok, life's gd.
no not really
but whatever.

hung out with sarah today
was gd. <3 then had FBO oh man, we finally hit a loss though it wasnt that big a loss but still. we were all stressed out trying to strategize what we were gonna do for the next period. gd luck to us. we'll either make a great GREAT profit or a humegamongous loss. YAY

after school, met up with syai
and he sent me home
i had a nice nap in the 81.
81 is great.

yeah, well
4 hrs of accounting tmrw
+ 2 hrs of fm

SO, good luck mel.

make me beautiful.

i wrote a letter to myself last night.
i hope i get the letter soon.

my today
see it at sarah's blog
cos im TOO LAZY TO UPLOAD MY OWN PICTURES
=)


HAHA

okay ya bye
update tmrw

my freaking nose is like a tap
running non stop
disgusting- yes.
but true.
=(

ta

BABY'S HOME
=)

my poor black cat
was found
after 4 days
hiding behind someone's refrigerator
yes. omg.
that poor thing.

that'll teach him a lesson not to go wondering out and about


ANYWAY
deployment wasnt so bad
though i got poisoned by subway-for sure
eeks.
=(

OKAY
early school tmrw
and i still want to chop chop chop my hair all off

today was full of ups and downs, really
thats an understatement actually.
but hey, it ended fine
and thats the bottomline.
friday's coming which means - art deadline
and im not done with my mosaic
bcos thats just me
im the "do things half way" girl

and how proud i am of myself.
awful.

kbye


p.s. sarah, thanks for accompanying me today
i love you so much.
<3
oh so lesbo.
haha

Superstitions arent meant for lovers
Under covers, undiscovered is your skin
I am lonely, please let me in
Youre probably wondering what I was proving
Are you choosing?
Am I losing you tonight?
Is it over, over?
Are we fading?
I never wanted anything the way that I want you
But my words dont seem to matter
My words dont seem to matter
And you look at me and I can see
The lies youre running too
But my words dont seem to matter
Id rather have you tested and true






what a rotten day.

snap out of it, melissa

what the hell am i doing, i have no idea really
i think its this being cooped up at home thing.
and blackblack(my cat) is missing
and my boyfriend's away
and my mosaic's all messy
and im craving for the chocchip cookies which are in the fridge
and my hearts all messed up
and i really
have
no
idea
what
im
doing

but hey, im being stupid
thats the bottom line
dont do this, melissa
you'll regret it.


what a drama queen

WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING?!





get your head working, melissa.

sneak peek!
hah
anyway
i just watched CARS!
it was pretty good, surprisingly.
yeah, i cant remember who told me to watch it
then i said
"why the hell would i want to watch a movie about cars?"

here's me - eating my words.
haha
bye











you wanted the best, it wasnt me.

its difficult to leave something behind
especially when youre so comfortable
on the other hand,
its difficult not to leave something behind
when endless possibilities surround you.
its rather confusing actually

comfort or excitement?
which one will you choose?

anyway,
my mosaic is breaking my back
i swear.
and now im stumped because i have to choose my background colour carefully
im so worried everything's gonna clash
other than that, i have about 1/4 of it left to do
and i feel so accomplished.

ive been sitting at home all day doing it
i forgot to eat
i didnt touch the stack of Prison Break DVDs,
i even forgot that i was all alone on a Saturday, once again

yay, me

anyhoo, template change!
its so plain
ill change it soon.
for now, back to my good ol' mosaic.

ta.

shannyn<3

well, these few days have been tiring
ive gotten minimal sleep
and wednesday was a hella tiring day.

but, most of the project submissions/tests are over
and there's just the end of sem exams up & coming-
yet not that soon.

so, its a bit more relaxed
ooyay.

anyway, ive had subway 3 times this week
god.
i really do love it though.

art tmrw, ive been cutting and pasting paper like mad
im so tired of it, srsly.
and im like what? 3/8 finished
still so much more
it starts to take a toll on my back actually
i sound SO old right now, i know
but it's true

well, whatever.
my weekly "sarah-day" is coming up.
yes, we're in the same school and the only time i see her is on fridays
tragic?yes.
GRR

haha
okaybye.

HAHA

i passed my fac mag online test.
its not often that i pass online tests, so celebrate with me
=)

okayyyy
ANYWAY im gonna complete my FM project by today then continue my mosaic.
tmrw's service.
up early.
but i dont care!
this week's looking good and im in a pleasant mood, really.

OK BYE

accounts soon.
(here comes the down-er. accounts results. HA. gd luck to me.BYE!)

But no, none of it's true
'cause I never knew you
and now the truth of it is,
is I wanna be like you
So hello, good friend, I wanna be next to you
For my head, for my heart, for what's true



benjibenjibenji
=)

but i still love travis



tmrw, school at 830am.
god.
=(
then fm test
and accounts mid sem test results
what a tuesday

brace yourselfffffffffffffff

today was mummy's birthday celebration
it was planned as a surprise and yeah she was surprised- thankfully
we had lunch
i watched the kids + syai play pool
then we played foosball.
was pretty fun.

then, syai, tiffany and i headed to safra tampines to bowl.
we waited pretty long- about one hour before we finally got our turn
was pretty fun
although, i sucked.
=(
as usual.
haha

all in all, a good day.
watched some show called "a haunting" with my sister
and it kinda freaked me out- its about some haunted house.
hahacreepy.
and my parents are out dancing somewhere.
no idea where.
*shrugs
haha

probably, lunch with family tmrw.
and i really need to continue with my facmag project.
i cant wait for school to be over.

okbye.

Waiting for your call,
I'm sick, call I'm angry
call I'm desperate for your voice
Listening to the song we used to sing
In the car, do you remember
Butterfly, Early Summer
It's playing on repeat,
Just like when we would meet
Like when we would meet
Cause I was born to tell you I love you
and I am torn to do what I have to,
to make you mine
Stay with me tonight









your call.

Complacency is lost for now
But I'll never doubt you
Cause all I do is wonder how
I could be without you anywhere at all
And I'd run to find you anywhere at all
But don't you run too far away
I'm racing time for you
You know I need this now
Cause I've been burning all my aspirations down
But I've been feeling closer day by day
You know I'll chase you down


ANYWAY
its 9.45am and im in schooooooooooooooooooool!
gr.
will be seeing sarah later on today- FINALLY
feels like it's been years.
im quite tired.
thankfully tmrw morning i can sleeeep in.
=)

anyway
OPERA LESSONS ARE BORINGGGG
and i want to eaaaaaat



but what's another day of hurry up & wait.

I don't want to know, why I can't let you go.
I don't want to know, why I can't let you go.
You go....
When the sun burns up,
And the ocean dries out.
I'll be all you need,
All you need to breathe.
When the moon falls down
From the black night sky,
I will light the way.
Promise me that you'll stay...
I know that you feel it
Still you won't believe in me
My heart pounds like thunder
I don't need to wonder

im in a weird mood
i didnt do good for prof test
but not BAD either
the good thing is that service is coming to an end soon
thankgoodness.
=)

im going for lectures tmrw
PROUD OF ME?
im proud of me too
hehe
and i havent seen you, ms sarah sim, since i dont know when
WHERE ARE YOU LA?
=(

anyway, im craving pizzza.
but, DIET.


p.s itstimeforsomeselfagainstcitylove.

okbye.

<3
syaii.


hehe.


OKAY ANYWAY
sch's taking a turn for the better
and ive promised a few people that ill be attending lectures more often now
anything is more often than not attending at alll
isnt it?
=)

HAHA.
okay so, followed syai to get his hair cut today at some ulupandan place in cck
and i must say that its one of the better hair cuts he's had.
so, gd for him
im tempted to cut mine ..
since miss "mel lets grow our hair together" cut her hair
*Cough*sarah*cough*
=)

anyway, we have a "FIELD TRIP" at rasa sentosa tmrw.
then goshgollymamamia i have prof test on wed.
gd luck to me

okbye!

i had the most loveliest day with you today- loveliest.


hotchocolate&homecookedfood
&goodweather
&hugs
&kisses
<3

AND MY FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL WASNT SO BAD
=)

well, it's time for a proper entry
2007's here.
and school's almost rolling around.
let me tell you, im already waiting for February 16th (studyweek aka start of holidays)

so, you know how i feel about school.
i feel like immersing myself in studies, maybe itll pass faster.

anyway, mostly i enjoyed 2006.
i reconfirmed who my friends were
who i love
and who i want to spend time with.
i lost some friends, but i found new ones.
i turned 18
and never started to act that age.
i obsessed over emily & secondhand serenade
i travelled to new places and visited old ones.
i got a new piercing i love
and different hair that i hated.
and most importantly, i enjoyed my time with my babe.
<3

2007's gonna be gd
im not gonna say that i expect it to be
or i hope it will be.
it's gonna be good, cos im gonna make it good.

though, ill have to say a (hopefully) temporary goodbye to a good friend
and study much harder,
its GONNA BE GOOD.

on a more tragic note,
i just realised..
if christmas is over- does that mean there's no more gingerbread latte?
=(

*cries.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs