its a simple reminder
that the things we're blind to slip away


yesterday hun and i went to suntec then town
had dinner at nana thai at far east
and after that i suffered from a TERRIBLY EXCRUTIATING tummy ache
=( aw.
but i was fine after awhile

walked around for awhile more then headed home
in the bus, we first saw this butch.
then, these two transvestites
*ahem.

Main Entry: trans·ves·tite
Pronunciation: tran(t)s-'ves-"tIt, : a person and especially a male who adopts the dress and often the behavior typical of the opposite sex especially for purposes of emotional or sexual gratification

yup! so anyway, syai was like
"gee. one girl wants to be a guy, and now these two guys wanna be girls"
ha.
what is the world coming to?
i have no idea

but i want to cut my hair
& dye it
i really wanted to go a reddish brown
but sarah reminded me that we gotta have black hair for service when we go back to sch
=( aw.

so, we'll see

hmm.

i love #1. cos her hair's wavy like me
im so confoooosed.

well, i better go.
will post pictures when i cut
tho im probably seeing sarah today
and i think sarah, you're the only one who reads my blog
so, i dont need to post my pictures cos you'd have seen them!!
ok what a long story

bye.

lets get fucked up and die
im speaking figuratively of course


i sing that everytime sarah comes online now
excuse me bestfriend, we need to hang.
gr
i miss you like fuck la no shit.

crspa was alright
but my hand suffered alot.
3 questions- 3parts each
100 marks.
gimme a break.
i had to write like my life depended on it


anyways, i feel like blogging more but project runway 3 is on
blog later.
ta.

love, em

i kinda miss work
especially sarah

Here I lie
Staring At
Clouds and Shapes
Of dogs and cats.
I hear a woman
Start to yell
"Oh dear God, I think he fell"
And the arrow,
Shot straight to hell
From the bow of William Tell.
My body lies
Kissing the ground
Like a cross turned upside down.

my #3 love will always be senses fail.
#1 of course is mr evil pincher.
and #2's gotta go to emily the strange

alright, what a pointless post.

love,
em.

ps. im gonna start posting as "EM" bcos my name starts with an "M" and well you pronounce M as EM so ya.. enough rambling. ta.

click here

i hate my template right now
but im too damn lazy to change it.
tmrw maybe.

hady won.
yay.
=)
was watching sgidol just now-
conversation of the day:

mummy: look at her nipples all coming out. (referring to mathilda)
me: stop staring at her boobs!
mummy: i cant help it! they're so big and pointy.

*rolls eyes.
okbyee

p.s. sarah, i miss work =(

my boyfriend does not know how to take photos. let me give you examples

e.g #1

e.g #2

finally he looks at the camera!

eeeeeeew. cockroaches.

he's pretty short huh? =)

3 monkeys in a row =)

omg. look at the bat's balls. disguuusting.

BUT, babe seems to be amused by them. heh.

cute.

pretty pretty butterfly.

that monkey in the background looked like it was listening to an ipod and grooving.

this monkey wants to be fed.

i need to lose some weight.
the background was nice. but syai looks shocked.

really, nothing to say about this one.

the boys loved the penguins.

see what i mean?
they really loved the penguins.

and we really love ribena!

ah! my babe's gonna be crated and sent to australia!
hah.

& we ended our day with some B&J's

i had a wonderfully fantabulous day at the zoo.
thank you for everything babe.
you mean the world to me.
right now, im pooped and i need to catch up on some sleep
nitenite, worldy.

saw this on the emily website
yup, september 23rd does rock

okbye

This is a hint that you take
And you pull and you find a way
to get out of what you got yourself into
But when you try
But when you try to get out you’ll never find
That most definitely I will be attracted to you
If you pick my left side
Because you know how we do

another good day.
wow wow.
though work was pretty boring.. i was alone.
tanya only came at 3 and that's when i was done with work
and insanely i took a lunch break at 1030
after work, dragged myself back home
and plonked onto my bed to wait for babe to call me
then he came down to my place
and we went walk walk around the neighbourhood
i love spending time with him.

he just called me and said
"i want to be your husband. ok, ill call you later"
haha.
ok maybe only i think its cute.
never mind

jolin got fired today.
makes me think how important it is to always talk about guest only when you know that..
THEY CANT HEAR YOU

=)
bye.

oh today i had a good day.
really good.
except for the part poonam (or poonami, or poonani - i dont know how to spell it) gave me and tanya an unnecessary lecture

well, at least i now know how much time i can actually kill by rooming a guest
she's got a pretty easy job
wonder why she's always complaining.
anyways,
tanya and i went over to one fullerton to get more complimentary carpark coupons since the concierge ran outta them
and we came back with chocs and chips.
we were like smuggling them around the hotel, giggling like mad.
i swear its madfunchaos when we're working

and at least i gotta work with sarah for a couple of hours today
yippee
=)
we feasted on filet o fish
*yum

after work , my babysnoopymonkey picked me up
and we headed to lau pa sat
dont know why, we just felt like it
had some satay, yummmmmmy chicken and other food
totally felt bloated so headed to one fullerton for a walk
i had the best time
and im so glad i have him

2 more days
i love you honey.

ive had a rather good couple of days
worked with all 3 girls on different days
pam and i had fun trying to swipe shoe polish and shampoo
sarah and i shared some gossip and she was there when i needed her
last but not least, tanya and i spied on james lye, ran riot in the hotel and enjoyed the isqueeze
haha.
what fun.

anyways,
babes came to pick me up yesterday and today
thank goodness cos i did miss him tons while he was away
today he gave me a massaaaaaage
and we had a good time doing nothing much
oh, and he spilt peach smoothie on my SKIRT!
haha. silly monkey.
<33love.>
holyshit.
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ohhhhhhhhhhhhmy.
love at first sight
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wow.
and the ad...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HT43evoI6W8

*Faints.
totally totally gorgeous.
NOW, creative OR apple?
THAT is the question. mhmm.

anyways, the past few days at work has been tiring but at least ive had sarah
=) yay.
we started super early today at 7ammmm
eeks. and were tortured in our shoes all the way till 3pm.
haha.
then, sarah and i headed down to town to chill
we were pretty half dead though.
i hope im not too exhausted tmrw
i really do wanna work so i can make as much money as possible before quitting
and i DO wanna quit soon
okbyeeveryone.

<3

i miss my boooooooooyyyyfriend. =(

there's a light in your eyes- that i used to see
there's a place in your heart- where i used to be

gee i still love that song
really.
anyways, this weekend's been fun yet dreadful
i already blogged about yesterday
now, today-first day back at work
it felt really weird
awkward even.
and i felt like the blur-est of the blurs.
seriously. i even blanked out when a guest asked me where raffles mrt was
gee!
but it was okay after awhile
and training at 3-4 was alright

there's a pepsi dispenser at the staff canteen.
gosh, im gonna get diabetes.=x
i have a feeling i wont want to work after the IMF period

anyways..boyfriend just got back from JB..
its been a hard day.
i was waiting and waiting for his call
it didnt come.
till just only.
just now i got to pasir ris mrt and didnt feel like going home
i took a long long walk
just to thinkwhen i finally got home, i crashed on my bed
and i didnt wanna get up- but i did, of course.

THESE STUPID SAPPY LOVE SONGS ARE NOT HELPING.
gee.

relationships are SO NOT FUN.
one moment you can be totally googoogaga and in love
and the next, you just want to die.



right now, i want to die.

today, went down to fullerton with sarah, sarah and shane
haha
we had some sorta orientation/training thing.
all the security measures that are gonna be taken sound pretty intense
scary.

anyways, afterwards we headed to marina sq to eat
and we noticed a stage and the picture of a familiar face on it
and i was like..
"SARAH! its ryan from 'so you think you can dance!"
whoo!

yes, ryan conferido

he was the coolest guy on "sytycd".

the hair.

and that amazing strength.

plus, really how does his hair stay up after he rolls ard on his HEAD?

magic wax

so anyways, we hung around and watched performances.

then we had dinner at kenny rogers.

yum.

the people at the table next to us were trying to figure out how each of us were related.mummy, daddy, tiffany, maurice and baba had come down as well and we were all sitting at the table

so it was sarah (the friend), sarah (the sister), me, plus all of them
ok, if i were an outsider id probably be confused as well

haha
=)
dinner was gd.
today was gd as well.
tho i was hoping to meet my love.
i fcking miss him loads.
and that feelings sucks.

work tmrw with bestfriend.
11-4. that'll kill some time.
at least i wont be home sulking.

here's a picture..

with that, i bid thee farewell =)

BYEBYE.

p.s look at shane- actually he wants to be in the picture but he's too shy. hehe

haha
they showed some Eurasian people cooking dishes for IMF just now on the news
and in the background
CAN SEE BABA's BIRTHDAY DECORATIONS.
hahaha
HILARIOUS.
we forgot to take it down.
whoops.

and and and
MUN WAI was at EA.
omfg.
*swoons
i love his accent.
hahaha

OK SHUT UP MEL and WAKE UP

my sisters are making fun of me
cos first- vivan balakrishan (spelling?)
now, some news reader.

but, ill always only love my honey, mr syaiful nazri
yayyay
okbye


ps. happy 2 months to sarah and errollllllllll.

okbyeee

okay i just feel like today should be the day
the day when i do this.

ive thought about it for a few days now.
my last term at school was a headache
no, not the work load.
the social load- more like it.
okay, i know this problem stems from an issue involving me
but really, its not a problem of mine.
i wish everyone knew
i dont hate aisyah
i hate how aisyah treats her own friends.
well, no. not the friends in TAS that she's la-dee-da-dee-pally-wals with

i had no problems with her first.
no problems at all. i just figured we were drifting after being put in different classes.
but then, i started to feel like she was talking down to me
like i didnt matter at al
llike she was superior and if i didnt know what she knew- i was a loser.

plus, she always contradicted herself-which made me wonder what the truth really was.
okay, maybe it was the way she intended it to be
maybe it was unintentional
whatever it is, thats the way i felt
i didnt wish to have to take crap like that
and i knew i wasnt the only one.

so i distanced myself
and blogged about it
yes, maybe my blog was a bit exaggerated and such
but i was offended.that she'd act this way
not just to me.

then after i blogged about how i felt- without explaining the situation.
everybody "miraculously" knew what was going on, i still wonder- how?
but i dont really care how.

the point is, people, just because aisyah is your friend and i have a problem with how im being treated by her
doesnt mean i have to suddenly become the villain

i doubt this will be worked out.
yes, maybe i have a sense of pride and therefore, do not want people to think of me as the villain
cmon, who would wanna be thought of that way?
no one knows what goes on behind the scenes cos i dont like to create some sort of public conflict.
okay, maybe the involved parties wont see the unfairness of it
but an outside party just might.
i mean, suddenly im an outcast- just for airing how i feel
yippee.

now i dont just get shit from one person.
geesus.

i still like the time when she conveniently forgot to tell me abt priscilla's plans to celebrate me and naomi's birthday
haha. hilarious.

teenagers.

a few years ago, i thought id look back on my poly life and remember the gd times with sarah and aisyah
At least ive still got you, sarah.=)

school's gonna be a drag next sem- and i dont wanna go back.
-melissa.

i spent the day soaking up sun on sentosa
with mummy, daddy, tiffany
was supposed to go with luanne and sarah but the weather was dreadful this morning
thus, plans changed. but its okay =)
weather's been playing tricks with us these days

anyhoo
it got kinda hot and i felt damn gross and sweaty
after sentosa, went to raffles town club for a NICE shower
in the CLEAN toilets
=) yes, melissa is a pampered princess
then had dinner
i had SALAD.
and i looked over to my left and saw a fat lady eating the same salad as me
and commented- "well at least she's making an effort to lose weight"
but NO.
next came a main course- it looked HUGE.
and a scooop of icecream
AND she shared icekachang with her husband

so much for that.


damn i missed my boyfriend today

18 more days, love.

i looked through the photographs we took while on holiday in australia.
im australia-sick
=(
somehow i miss it.
my love, you better keep your promise and live with me in australia =)

boyfriend has this idea of how it will be-
he will work
and ill stay home and take care of the kids or just be a tai tai.
why a tai tai?
because i remind him of julie cooper?
hmm. right.
apparently i have this expression that reminds him of julie cooper.
haha.
silly.

anyways, yesterday was baba's birthday @ EA
not many pictures taken
so i wont be doing any uploading
but it was pretty fun
we karaoke-ed.
well THEY karaoke-ed.
i sang quietly in a corner while babe made fun of me
=x
im shy okay!
hehe.
the food was good.
good good good.

they said i looked really happy yesterday.
"lanette, your daughter's eyes are sparkling ah..she looks happy"

cos i am happy.
there's no one else i'd wanna be with right now except syaiful

and seeing my boy give mummy a kiss on the cheek made me grin
ok but that's only cos it was REALLY FUNNY.


HAHAHHAHAHAH.
ok bye.

my eyebags deserve an award.
eeps.

i should head off to bed soon. otherwise ill be just that sad ( x 10) if its still like that tomorrow morning.
hope you had a gd evening, sarah
=)

this is what you call "melissa studying for her crspa exam"
haha okay i know it isnt that nice but ya okayy.

rae, if you're reading this..
you've totally gone mia and im so mad at you for not replying my texts and calls.
BUT, ive got your pay.
so gimme your account number when you see this ya?
<3

today's crspa exam was so-so
semi crap-able.
im just glad its all over (till the supps come ard ya sarah?)
i can get a gd rest tonight.

im missing my boy.
and its just been a day.
never mind, ill see him tmrw.
shopping for us =)
yipps.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs