wanna know the equation for a good ol' day?

how come things never turn out the way i would like them to?
everything's confusing

i feel like biting my own head off.


you think you get me
but most of the time you dont
its driving me nuts

i just feel like staying home this whole week
hiding from projects & school
argh
16th december, hurry up and come
i need a holiday.
i need a break from school



I don't know anything at all
Who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me

Color me blue I'm lost in you
Don't know why I'm still waiting
Many moons have come and gone
Don't know why I'm still searching
Don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you love me
I don't know anything at all
And who am I to say you need me


i dont know,
do you want me or not?

i feel like it's time for an entry just for my boy.

Come on love run with me
Get the hell out of this town
So we can get a better feel for each other
I'll take you, back to, when you
Remembered how you used to
Just live your life a little for me
Take the time to let it go
Step away and watch me grow
So let's get a little closer now


because it's 14 months (and 3 days) later
and nothing's the same.
everything's changed.

and it's better.
all better.
because i understand you.
and i love you more & more each day.

you're my one and only.

because you're..
1.cute
2.funny
3.sweet
4.silly
5.weird (like me)
6.special
7.oneofakind
8.charming
9.sexxxyyy
10.GREAT!

and i love 81 busrides with you
and rainy days with you
and sharing one bowl of yong tau foo with you
and cooking (sort of) with you
and watching tv with you
and taking the NEL with you
and airport-ing with you
and late night phonecalls with you
and everything else.

yoooooouuu rock, syaiful nazri

LOVEEE.
=)

omgdz.

im emily obsessed.
thats what my xmas list consists of. (mostly)
emily stuff.
someone smack me and ask me to grow up
=x
but, $70++ just for 7 pairs of underwear- is a bit much
*pouts.

lets see. i have..
1.emily teeshirts
2.jacket
3.slippers
4.doll
5.pillowcase
6.badges
7.stickers
8.comics
9.bags
10.wallets
11.handphone themes
12.socks
13.cap
14.poster
15.calendar
16.belt
ooo.

all i need to complete my collection would be
underwear, necklace, pants/skirt, shoes
then ill be satisfied
nyehahah.

okay enough about my emily obsession
back to facilities mngmt & lodging and systems operation
RAWR

byebye!

saw 3 is freaking R21 la.
*smacks forehead.


but the evening turned out gd anyways


1 month to christmas!

had a good day with bestfriend yesterday

ok

out to watch saw 3 with babes!
toodleydoos.

everyone points & laughs.
"SCREWUP!"




well,
on a lighter note

happy 14th month
or as sarah wld say
happy melisyai day



///editedit.

ok well im in a bit of a better mood right now
though i swear im sick or allergic to something
ive been sneezing like madd (x10)
and my nose has run to mexico and back.
gosh.
=(

anyways, tanya and i had an interesting day
from a DEAD&SQUASHED lizard/babycrocodile(haha)
to natural blush
to "lovely" (REPEATED) japanese music
to matching tops
it was fun.


plus, i got to see my sick 'ol bestfriend
that poor girl

EH
stop working la
before i sue candy empire or smth
loveyou, girly.
pls take care


im off to bed.
service test & arts tmrw.
wish me luck!

=)

HAHA
yeah right.







all you've got is all you're gonna get

what do you think?
im in a great mood.
my boyfriend is SO cute.
i want to pinch his cheeks.

hearts&hums.

Oh how we've shouted, how we've screamed,
take notice, take interest, take me with you.
But all our fears fall on deaf ears.
Tonight, they're burning the roads they built to lead us to the light.
And blinding our hearts with their shining lies,
while closing our caskets cold and tight.


But I'm dying to live.

Ahhhh
tanya and i are super funny
i had a good afternoon with her -
gossiping, missing f&b accidentally, studying accounts and talking about boyfriends

had accounts test in the evening,
thanks sarah for lending me your calculator
i swear it didnt occur to me that i needed it
*bangs head on wall
the test wasnt so bad
but well, we'll see how the results turn out

probably skipping accounts tut tmrw
i want to go do researchresearch

k so anyhooooss
babydoos picked me up from school
YAY



*jumpjump
and now im home
and antm is gonna be on soon
maybe ill cross my fingers and hope that joanie wins when i know she wont

cos DANIELLE IS AMERICA's NEXT TOP MODEL.
gr..
if i were tyra i wld have picked joanie
i love her.
totally.

and im so glad i have my boyfriend
honeyhoneyhoney, you're the best
*MWAH!
=)

AHHHHHHH PEACOCK! After i took the picture he ran away from me. =( aw

our cosy ride home

super ugly faces. hehe.

babes and i were wearing matching colours today
brown and black.
haha
okay random

anyways, study study study i must this weekend
accounts on monday
*whines

gd luck to me
i want to blog somemore- but later

ta.



5 days to our 14th month =)


//edit.


BOO! new template.
haha i have no idea what i did
i was just slopping brushes on in adobe
i like it anyways.

so tmrw, more studying for me- i hope.
i doubt it though.
i really need to reboot my pathetic hopeless lump of a laptop
*groans
and i need another book to read before i die.
haha.
dramaqueen.
*rolls eyes at myself.

ANYHOO, i think its time to jump into bed
and wait for my love to call me when he's done watching the match.
*dances around.
okay im pooped.
BYE!
=)

what a wonderful day i had considering that there was service..
and its that time of the month..
and i felt so unglam.

BUT, as i said
it was great
seriously, great.
=)

im in a gd mood
and hey! MICE is due tmrw

good riddance.

- till the next MICE assignment
help us o lord.

*growls.



ps.
boyfriend, i owe my gd day to you

AHHH LAMBCHOPSSSS
so cute.
=)
and it feels so gd too.

and i had a fab evening
though it was simple
i just needed to chill out with my boy before sch drives me nuts

so, hooray to boyfriends!

9 days to the 23rd!

everyone is stressed with projects!
i know i am-
and the main culprit?
MICE!
of course, with it's deadline creeping up so FAST.
fck!

=x

ok, listen to josh,
he'll calm you -
=)

k this aint the real video but it doesnt matter
i love the song.






dont give up, you are loved.

oh, its what you do to me.

ITS 4.15pm and IM AT HOME!!!
*jumps for joy


a bit of strawberry martini + singapore sling + screwdriver+margharita+ bloody mary= wooozy mel
=)

time to go chill
i want to do my MICE but i dont have the info that i sent clarice
so i shall WAIT
till i get it
then ill prob have a rushed evening
but, no plans as yet so its fine and dandy


tata.

off to indulge myself in stories we could tell



jingle bells
jingle bells
jingle all the way

the funniest thing happened today
the boy met me after school and i was thrilled.
we had dinner then we took the NEL

we heard the door closing sound then we heard an old ah ma
she was like "oh!!" so loud
(dramatic~)
haha.
so anyway we looked towards the door and obviously someone had run thru the doors
at the last minute
and, her purse/pouch had gotten stuck in the door
because the NEL has no driver, the train just moved from the station
with that lady holding on to her purse that was being squshed by the MRT doors.
so of course, any normal human being will think to themselves
"ok, ill wait till the next station- the train doors will open and ill SAVE my beloved purse"

BUT, when we pulled into the next station - Outram park,
the door opened on the opposite side
and everyone in the cabin burst out laughing
(including me and syai)

it was pretty funny.
entertainment of the day

yup.


sweetsy, thanks for coming to get me today.
love you.

so i read this article about a little girl who got her shoe (CROCS! ha. serves you right for wearing ugly shoes) stuck in the escalator and then her big toe was ripped out
okay i have some sympathy for her
but cmon
HOW IN THE WORLD DID THAT HAPPEN?

how does one get her toe stuck in an escalator?
shoe- i get it. it can get like pinched in between esp since its rubber
but TOE?
i dont get it.
seriously.

so anyway, i finished my book - the family way
and it was great
in my opinion, its better than the 5 people you meet in heaven
i mean, of course that book's touching and stuff
but i REALLY like the family way.

i need another book to read NOW
=)

project deadlines are coming up fast.
gd luck to me, tanya, sze min, angel, nicole and clarice

AMEN.

today i felt rather drained- i have no idea why
thank goodness i was home by 6.30
*stretches.
ANTM and so you think you can dance.
hiphiphooray.

oh and SICKSTEP CREW was on so you think you can dance.
that's the crew that ryan confidero and that victor guy are in
yeahhh COOLCOOL.

k im done blabbing
hehe.



p.s. my sweetsy, i miss you. see me soon

well, yesterday i went to my boy's house
it was pretty big and the estate was like never ending..
i was kinda nervous and shy but it was fine
the day turned out pretty good
and im glad that we spent it together

today i was supposed to go to church
but i was struggling with tummy pains and diarrhoea.
dammmnn.

so here i am, chilling out , watching my parents put up the christmas tree and reading my book.
AND i need to do some accounts later.

babes you're on my mind =)

ta.

twist my ears and call me ingrid

haha. random

i miss my sweetsy. =)

school was pretty gd today except for the fact that i sorta had to ACT
in front of quite a bunch of people during arts appreciation lecture.
hahaha

thats what happens when i have an easy name to remember

i hope tmrw's a good day
well, ill be seeing my mister tmrw so its bound to be gd
=)
BYE!

Because, I can see us holding hands
walking on the beach our toes in the sand
I can see us in the country side
sitting in the grass laying side by side
You can be my baby..

See all I want you to do is be my love


alwaaaaaaaaaays. loveee

i think i drove my boyfriend bonkerdybonkers today
i was super tired after sleeping at 1.30am+ and waking at 5.30am for service
*yawns
when im sleepy i get sorta hyper and annoying
sorry babess

we had dinner at billy bombers courtesy of my mum
it was pretty good except for the fact that we were stuffed & bloated.
but we shared alot of laughs
and i like that
schooool tmrw
hey, we're halfway thru the week

the weekend's almost here.
YAY.
more laughs with YOU, i hope


no man could take your spot,
my love

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs