pfft.
27 dresses?
i just did a massive tidy up (and failed attempt to chuck out..) of my closet.
i have 33 dresses.

take that Katherine Heigl.

capella called me today.
and i had my 30mins++ phone interview.

uhoh.

could it be decision time?

awesomest song.
haha.

im off. praise the lord. time to sleep.

i just had a mini sentimental moment, reminiscing.

sandwiches, chips, bread & butter pudding.

our own little indoor picnic.



& that sexy mole on the left side, under your lips.





i love you.

An 11-year-old Pennsylvania boy killed his father's pregnant girlfriend with a kiddie shotgun - and then hopped on the bus to school, authorities said today.

Jordan Brown allegedly shot Kenzie Houk, 26, at close range in the back of the head as she lay in her bed in the family home in Wampum, Pa. - a rural area about 45 miles from Pittsburgh - Friday at around 8 a.m.

The fifth-grader then took a school bus to Mohawk Elementary, leaving the victim, who was eight months pregnant, to die, according to New Castle State Police Lt. Steve Ignatz.

what the bloody hell is this world coming to?!
murdering someone at 11 years old.

ELEVEN.
it friggin frightens me, seriously.

so anyways, im really surprised that im still awake.
i didnt sleep last night.
i cant say i "hardly slept" because the truth is i didnt sleep at all.

and i was at work by 6am.
till 2.30pm
training till 630pm.
it's now 9pm.

i just yawned.
maybe im finally getting sleepy?
i hope i hope.

i hooooppeee.....................................................

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

BYE.

i just watched 2 painful shows.

first, oprah.
it was an episode about animals
abandoned animals that end up in shelters
and how in just one shelter,
40 abandoned animals are euthanised each day.
i had tears in my eyes
and oprah was crying as well.

then,
TABOO.
oh god.
they were using razors to cut these boys
as an initiation of some tribe
the boys are crying
and bleeding
and they just continue cutting them

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmygod.
ouch

oh and,
i want a tattoo

MUST SEE MUST SEE

omg im so getting mummy to book tickets tmrw!
wild rice is absolute love.

and WHOOHOO
gst offset.
$400 bucks goes to my _____ Fund.
yeah, everyone's saving money for something
for holidays
for cars
for bikes.

i havent put a name to my fund yet
maybe we shall call it the
1. Mel & Dan fund?
2. Rainy Day fund?
3. Melissa's unplanned birthday party fund

or

4. Melissa's retirement fund.
HAHAH.

dont you know,
i intend on retiring at 25?
=)

wish me luck!

behold the hottest guy in my life.
dannypoo - he shall now be called. as punishment for calling me mellyboo.

hehe BYE

down to business.
went to white sands for lerk thai for dinner a few hours back.

usually i enjoy lerk thai
(or any other thai food for that matter..)
but,
we ordered glass noodle pad thai
and we got glass noodles but it certainly not pad thai.
fine.
mum said she'd eat it.
we order another order of pad thai.
we have to wait 15-20mins
fine.
time goes by. everyone finishes their food
we order 4 thai fish cakes
we get two.
ask for two more.
two more come.
fine.
still no pad thai.
"can you check on our pad thai?"
minutes later..
still no pad thai.

THERE WAS NO BLOODY ORDER PUT IN FOR IT.

fine.
ill just order chendol for dessert.
forget the pad thai.
chendol's full of hard green STUFF.
(is it jelly? whatever.)

ya as you can imagine
my whole dinner experience,
i was fantasizing about my lunch date at thai accent back in january.
yes it cost a bomb
but it was bloody fantastic.

even my pad thai from food republic was great.

STUPID LERK THAI.

growl.

so i went home feeling hungry
cut a few slices of mozzarella, dumped it on toast and had that.

work was shite last night.
busy busy busy.
but i bet it'd be worse if i wasnt off today.

heard the hotel's really full.
full of lovers splurging on food, rooms, alcohol, whatsoever.
yeah, danial's not here but nevertheless, if he was,
we're smart enough to do our romancing on every other day but valentines.

do people really find that they HAVE to spend that much on flowers?

im just recalling what ive typed and i bet you guys think im valentines' day's version of the grinch?

nah,
continue your love making.
& happy valentines day to all the couples.
& even to the singles who are out there happy and flirting their butts off.

enjoy.

omg this bag is cool.
but im not 18 anymore
and i think i blogged about this before
"im old, i carry a handbag"
yeah,

anyways
veering off topic a bit,
im BACK ON NIGHT SHIFT.

i dont know whether im happy or i dread the start of my shift
(which is in 10 minutes by the way)
all i know is that the extra money i get for doing night shifts
is gonna go to my HOLIDAY
which is gonna be very well deserved.

alright
time to go up to hell.
yea, im in the basement at the moment.
hell's upstairs.

terrible how im blogging such stuff about work- AT work!

BYE

new template
dedicated to agyness deyn.
random yet fab.

and since my 21st is coming around
there's a wishlist for everyone.

hehe

not shy

byebye

i received a valentine in the mail.
i opened the gorgeous card & it was empty.
my dearest boy decided that the card was "too nice" and wrote on the inside of the envelope instead.

how can i not smile to myself?
it's these little cute quirks that make me fall in love over and over again.

today's saturday
well technically it's sunday- 3 am on sunday
but somehow work has turned my body clock upside down
and my mind works according to night audits.

lets see, night audit runs at 330
so, technically its still saturday

shut up melissa, noone needs to know that crap.

alright.

i swear work is becoming repetitively boring
IQ questions
Briefings
More and more things to memorize.
check in
check out
check in
check out
mini bar
late charge
check in
check out
check in
check out
TPI charge upon check in
check in
check out.
enroll
enroll
enroll
upsell!!!!
IQ IQ IQ.
GSTS
percentages numbers
check in
check out
check in
check out

im going ballistic.
and once in awhile i let it get to me
which i shouldnt
i guess i just need an outlet to throw all the tension and stress into

what i need is to repaint over my walls.
and start again
i need therapy.

i need danial.

And I'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who saved me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Ohhh
Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
Your shinin in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you



goodnight.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs