if you had to use one word to describe me, what wld it be?

answer one: S-A-D change to MEL-Y then to E-MO. (how helpful)
answer two: cannot one word lah
answer three: mysterious.
answer four: soft-hearted.
answer five: wad is the word for a person who always make ppl smile? hahah. you're that..
mel says: gee. great!
answer five changed to: lovable.
answer six: love.
answer seven: bop. (sarah i bet you can guess who this nut is.)
answer eight: entertaining
answer nine: weird.
answer ten: adorable!
answer eleven: cheerful.

ha.

hey you,
im sorry

so,
sarah and i went tanning today

(again i had a bad night sleep btw.)
weird how i hadnt slept the night before and yet i was still suffering from insomnia
my thoughts were just swirling around like a dead fish in a pond
(do dead fishes swirl?)
anyway,

we baked
fried
cooked
in the sun for 2 hours or so
and
we
are
RED

red-er than tomatoes, mind you
its really bad
sarah's in pain
and my face...OUCH
hahah

but we'll be okay
we had fun

afterwards, we met rahman at vivo
had some food,
had some coffee,
walked around
and i headed home for a nice slice of toasted raisin bread

ooooooooooooolove.
<3

what a tiring day
i didnt get much sleep last night
well, actually, i probably caught 5 minutes of sleep
=(

dont know what was wrong
but, i managed to pull my ass outta the house at ard 7
and work till 3
then hang at starbucks for some motor mouth-ing
and then head to dinner at telok blangah
and finally, home at 10

GOODNIGHT, time!

melissa says
"we cant take the overhead bridge. i think ill die of heart failure"

mummy says:
"you cant die of heart failure. you need to be around to take care of me when im old"

god.

You see this thing ive got round my neck?

You mean your tie?

Exactly.
Your answer is the logical, coherent answer an absolutely normal person would give.
it's a tie! a madman, however, would say that what i have round my neck is a ridiculous, useless bit of coloured cloth tied in a very complicated way and which makes it harder to get air into your lungs and difficult to turn your neck.

I have to becareul when im anywhere near a fan, or i could be strangled by this bit of cloth
If a mad person were to ask me what this tie is for, i would have to say absolutely nothing.

It's not even purely decorative, since nowadays it's become a symbol of slavery, power, aloofness.

The only really useful function a tie serves is a sense of relief when you get home and take it off;
you feel as if youve freed yourself from something,
though quite what- you dont know.


i always seem to find something that i can relate to/that amuses me in Paulo Coelho's books.
though, sometimes it's hard to understand parts of it-
i still love 'em
=)

goodnight.

Surrounded by such morons
they stand on their heads to please one another
bow down, in each others presence
only to turn around for more lies

Hate the moon,
but you say you love the stars
and you ride around in your fancy cars
what a hypocrite you are

well these contradictions have gone way too far
I can hear you but I, cant make out the words
and are you for real or are you pretend?
cause you always say one thing,
and do another and for what?
what are you trying to cover?

k that was random
i was just listening to the song
yeah.
bad mood today

i broke my favourite sunglasses
my hair tie broke on my way to work
i therefore looked utterly crappy as my hair was all over the place
i broke my handphone keychain
i spilt coffee on myself.

GOD.

http://www.cnn.com/2007/WORLD/europe/05/11/portugal.girl.reut/index.html


READ.

Mean Thoughts and Cheap Shots
im not losing my war thats in my mind
and i will spread my wings and soar
and i will fly-and no i will never deny
whats in my heart whats in my life will be justified
the mean thoughts and cheap shots they will not weaken me
the mean thoughts and cheap shots well we're not weakening...
thats for sure
and i wont be afraid of taking this out
i know ill be safe and sound
cus you will be with me
fighting in all these rounds
and ill shout out so loud
"i know without a doubt that ill be standing there when you go down"
Cus all these things ive seen
well now ill try my best
and you will be with me to never second-guess
and we will show the world
just how we passed this test
and we will show the world


we're better than this mess

okay well, im done with my BUS ENT. presentation
which made me have the worstest weekend ever
but im not so confident
it was kinda sucky

im so sleepy
i think iwas so nervous that i cldnt even sleep last night
geesus.

but anyway, i can relax a bit more
till next week's destination p& d individual presentation
yupp

i need a holiday
WHO'S WITH ME!?

I HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE
HATE
BUSINESS ENTERPRISE

it just gave me the WORST weekend of all time

I HATE HATE HATE HATE BIZ ENT
HATE IT
HATE IT
GRRRRR
HATE IT

BYE.

i had a gd day at work
was pretty slack

but i feel like i ate a mountain of food
though lunch at work was PATHETIC and tasteless (whats new?)
but i had starbucks x2
and black angus for dinner
*looks at tummy.

oh man..

haha well i was pretty grumpy
but i feel much much better now

in fact, i think im ready to conquer my entrepreneurship assignment
GD LUCK, ME
=)

i just want june to come
june june june

Everyone chant!
JUNEJUNEJUNE

five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
five hundred twenty five thousand moments so dear
five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure? measure a year
in daylights,
in sunsets,
in midnights,
in cups of coffee,
in inches,
in miles,
in laughter,
in strife

in five hundred twenty five thousand six hundred minutes
how do you measure a year in a life?


okay, so anyway
right now i feel like i just need a completely neutral person
someone i can pour my heart out to
without being judged
i badly need it
i have so much to say
but no one to say it to.

goodnight.

okay, working and schooling can be pretty dreadful
but mel, its for the money okay




yeah, dont mind me
that was just a reminder for myself
=)

time to go to school!
followed by work afterwards!

YIPPPPPPEEEEEEEEEE!

bye.

yeah, so
have you ever felt like you pushed something aside for too long
and in the end, you missed your shot?

i have.

note to self: dont do that again.


anyway, my day's been dead
except for my FAB lunch at gayatri @ little india
pity i didnt have thosai
but the briyani was gd and so was the curry crab

the waitress was from nepal
she's studying hospitality and tourism
and she's been on attachment at the restaurant for 6months.

i just thought,
wow.

Fatima went back to her tent, and, when daylight came,
she went out to do the chores she had done for years.
But everything had changed.
The boy was no longer at the oasis,
and the oasis would never again have the same meaning it had had only yesterday.

It would no longer be a place with fifty thousand palm trees
and three hundred wells,
where the pilgrims arrived, relieved at the end of their long journeys

From that day on, the oasis would be an empty place for her.
From that day on, it was the desert that would be important.
She would look to it every day, and would try to guess which star
the boy was following in search of his treasure.


im done with The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho
it was pretty good.
goodnight.

Don't tell me, I don't want to play.
It's too late for you to make me stay.
No, I won't stay.
So I'm running away.
I'm leaving this place.
Yeah, I'm running away.
I'm running away.

And faster than you can follow me from this lonely place.
And farther than you can find me, I'm leaving
Yeah I'm leaving today.
And I, I'll never let you find me.
I'm leaving you behind with the past
No, I won't look back.
And I don't want to hear your reasons.
Don't want to hear you tell me why I should stay.


this song is <3

HA.
im hairy!

Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97
Wear sunscreen
If I could offer you only one tip for the future,
sunscreen would be it.
The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by
scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable
than my own meandering experience…

I will dispense this advice now.
Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth;
oh nevermind; you will not
understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded.
But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and
recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you
and how fabulous you really looked….

You’re not as fat as you imagine.
Don’t worry about the future; or worry,
but know that worrying
is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum.
The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that
never crossed your worried mind;
the kind that blindside you at 4pm on some idle Tuesday.
Do one thing everyday that scares you
Sing

Don’t be reckless with other people’s hearts,
don’t put up with people who are reckless with yours.
Floss

Don’t waste your time on jealousy; sometimes you’re ahead,
sometimes you’re behind…the race is long, and in the end,
it’s only with yourself.

Remember the compliments you receive, forget the insults;
if you succeed in doing this, tell me how.
Keep your old love letters, throw away your old bank statements.
Stretch

Don’t feel guilty if you don’t know what you want to do with your life…
the most interesting people I know didn’t know at 22
what they wanted to do with their lives,
some of the most interesting 40 year olds I know still don’t.

Get plenty of calcium.
Be kind to your knees, you’ll miss them when they’re gone.
Maybe you’ll marry, maybe you won’t,
maybe you’ll have children,maybe you won’t,
maybe you’ll divorce at 40,
maybe you’ll dance the funky chicken on your 75th wedding anniversary…

what ever you do, don’t congratulate yourself too much
or berate yourself either – your choices are half chance,
so are everybody else’s.
Enjoy your body,use it every way you can…
don’t be afraid of it, or what other people think of it,
it’s the greatest instrument you’ll ever own..
Dance…
even if you have nowhere to do it but in your own living room.

Read the directions, even if you don’t follow them.
Do NOT read beauty magazines,
they will only make you feel ugly.

Get to know your parents,
you never know when they’ll be gone for good.
Be nice to your siblings;
they are the best link to your past and
the people most likely to stick with you in the future.

Understand that friends come and go,
but for the precious few you should hold on.
Work hard to bridge the gaps in geography and lifestyle
because the older you get,
the more you need the people you knew when you were young.

Live in New York City once, but leave before it makes you hard;
live in Northern California once, but leave before it makes you soft.
Travel.

Accept certain inalienable truths,
prices will rise, politicians will philander, you too will get old,
and when you do you’ll fantasize that when you were young
prices were reasonable, politicians were noble and children respected their elders.

Respect your elders.
Don’t expect anyone else to support you.
Maybe you have a trust fund,
maybe you have a wealthy spouse;
but you never know when either one might run out.

Don’t mess too much with your hair,
or by the time you're 40, it will look 85.
Be careful whose advice you buy,
but, be patient with those who supply it.
Advice is a form of nostalgia,
dispensing it is a way of fishing the past from the disposal,
wiping it off, painting over the ugly parts and recycling it for more than it’s worth.

But trust me on the sunscreen…


okay so anyway,
work today was EXTREMELY BORING
and that's an understatement
i was feeling a little emo
but ill be alright

sarah and i were a little crazy
the poor girl - the red carpet attacked her
haha

today was the first REAL day at school
and i must say it wasnt too bad
but, enough about school (haha)
i had a YUMMY lunch with sarah @ ethans' at raffles place
mmmmmmm spicy italian sausage
food of the gods

HAPPY LABOUR DAY

goodnight

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs