start a new
Wednesday, February 20, 2008 @6:19 PM
& so, now school is over
school is over & attachment is long over.
that's over, now what?
sometimes you get so used to doing something
you dont know what to do when it ends.
we've been in school since primary one- we were 6.
now we're 20.
& for some of us, we're done.
for me, i'm done ( i think )
and i dont know what to do
14 years.
14 years of books and stationery and stupid classes we'd whine about
and friends and teachers who'd cry, scream, go on strike and sometimes inspire us.
what is melissa going to do now?
good question.
this week ive been watching series after series
sleeping and sleeping.
swimming & trying to be healthy/fit.
day dreaming,
worrying about things i shouldnt be worrying about
the highlight of my day?
my special phone call before drifting off to sleep.
awesome, melissa.
you know what's really scary?
im turning my writing table into a dressing table.
my mum said i dont really need a writing table anymore since im done with school.
now, instead of my table being covered in paper, books, pens, markers and files,
it's dominated by make up, earrings, bracelets, rings and fiction books.
although i must admit that i love how colourful it is,
i am scared.
new phase.
lets go!