im gonna pour my heart out today
dont laugh at me.

baby,
i didnt not msg you on purpose.
i was running late this morning and anyway, sometimes i do wait till im on the bus/mrt to text you
since ure asleep at that time anyway
i was waaay in a rush and im sorry i replied you so late.

secondly, i told you that my project meeting was ending soon and that id be accompanying sarah to town
and i asked u to get ready and i said ill meet you in town
hows this my fault?
you didnt even get ready.
and then i called you and begged you to come meet me
and you didnt want to

and then you said i had to be home by 6 or thats the end for us?
WHAT?
what about the time i asked u to be home by at least 12
and what about the time i asked you not to go home so late and you reached home at 430am
huh?
what about that?

ya, sure everything is melissa's fault.
im sorry i couldnt talk on the phone.
im upset
its ironic how you say that im unfair.
so ironic.


and yet im just supposed to be sorry.
ya, sorry for expecting you to go out with me after i "spoilt your whole day since 930 in the morning"
ya i spoilt your day by being late for school and for not messaging you the moment i woke up.

SORRY OKAAY?
everyone reading my blog, you saw that? im apologizing to my boyfriend for being a shithead today.
now ill just bug off and drown myself with secondhand serenade's album.
bye.




i was born to tell you i love you
isnt that a song already
i get a "b" in originality
and its true i cant go on without you
your smile makes me see clear
if you could only see in the mirror, what i see.

Wishlist
YSL Elle.
Pink Sony t700.
Snuff by Chuck.
Holidaaay.
One Tree Hill DVDs